If you think you are now beating cash games and are adamant about continuing to play poker then carry on with cash and earn a little at a small but steady stream. There's no reason you couldn't also spend time studying and improving, and then move up in stakes to try to earn a few more pennies per hour
On the other hand, MTTs are absolute variance monsters even if you're good. $125 won't go too far at an average buyin of $4, it's only 30 BI and is asking for busto even for a good player, whereas by your own admission you don't really have much clue what you're doing. You will almost certainly be down $125 every month and will have to resist the temptation to deposit more than you have budgeted for
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Originally Posted by Law6427
But... My girlfriend Is now Pregnant and I cant afford to Throw money around anymore
Anyway, this is the most important bit by about a million miles
Best bet is to just cash out whatever you have in your account, buy one of the many things you're going to need for the baby, then use the hours you'd waste on donkaments doing a proper job, even if it's only something casual like serving drinks in a bar, working in a shop or carrying stuff round a warehouse.
Put the $125/month to one side for the kid, plus whatever you can earn from a few more hours work somewhere and you'll almost certainly be much better off.
Once again, if your heart is absolutely set on poker, cash games have the added advantage of being able to stop immediately the current hand finishes, if you're needed for an emergency, and you don't lose any EV. If you had to stop a tourney at the drop of a hat then you lose lots of EV in every tournament you're sitting in. Pregnancy emergencies can crop up at any time, and you never know when, but you have to deal with it there and then, even if you just made a final table with a huge chip lead. Trust me on this, I had to call paramedics four times for my wife.
But honestly, if you're not already minting it as a pro, which you aren't, then you are better off setting poker to the side completely for the time being, saving yourself the $125/month and finding something else. Maybe give yourself $25/month to click some buttons one night a week purely for entertainment, without any pressure or expectation, and if you do happen to win something back then you got some free entertainment that night. Good luck.