I played in a deepstack where I'm still kicking myself over my play. I overshoved w 9s in the cutoff over a shorties all in. The only guy that could knock me out called on the button and turned over kings.
I donk off my whole, very big stack, very close to the money on a thoughtless play. Yeah it's just a deep stack, but 1st was 20k if I remember correctly so it doesn't hurt as bad as a 1k, but it still sucks when you make a -EV play if you would have just stopped to think about it you would never have made that play.
Beating myself up over it has made me look closer at my overall live game though and find areas that I can improve in so it's over all been a good thing. I am playing with way more confidence and trying to be disciplined to make sure I go through my checklist when I get late into a tournament rather than just insta-making the move I assume is correct. Trying to be more aware of my/other player's near exact stack size late in the tournament although I struggle with counting the big chips so I start estimating and find my estimates are usually off. So I end up often spending a lot of time counting up my 525,500 in chips. It sucks and one thing I miss about online was that you never had to count stack sizes.
The pain online was pretty brutal (if you are like 11th on a 32k guarantee for example), but you get over it and move on to the next one. Well, unless you do like me as a top 5 (I want to say 3rd, but it's fuzzy now) in chips with 80 to go in mini-ftops main event and misclick a blind steal for most of your stack to get called by A3o (or something marginal) because the blind knows it's a misclick. I don't remember the amounts but the misclick was something like 460,000 instead of 46000 raise.
That one you feel for years to come.
Last edited by travich; 07-25-2011 at 07:05 PM.