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Originally Posted by LanceVance
Poorme,
I've backed you throughout your journey as a member of this forum. You are frequently active with your voice & I admire your activity on this forum.
and the rest of his post..
first, i have said i was leaving party/borgata until further notice. so i admit there is always a chance i may one day return to the site whether it be curiosity, value, degenerate itch (lol), or ive put my differences aside as i have done well enough for my standards overall. i admit i don't trust them anymore and i have no denial that my dealings with them and all the issues ive had (which i havent gotten into on the forum) seriously have jaded me even made me bitter & extremely negative at times.- which is very much out of character for me.
i'm a gambler. have been my entire life. i was raised on horses and poker. fortunately i learned as a little kid self control when it comes to gambling and not to bet over my head. i am no stranger to runs of bad luck, bad beats, hot streaks, the overall ups and downs associated with any type of wagering. ive been from rags to riches back down again (circumstances beyond my control- ironically came when i wasnt gambling and lost my drinking ways)
the not playing 100nl cash. if had large amounts of disposable income i would play that level only live not online. online is a different beast. sadly the longer the nj market is open the more it comes down to who is most adept at using whatever type of software. i love the cat/mouse games of poker and the challenges but for me: using huds and the other tools breeds laziness and dependancy on the software which wont transfer to my live games. i prefer playing live- then its skill , luck, and the true cat and mouse game of reading other players/tells. its more dynamic. online is convenience factor and allows me to stretch my $$ further in mtt's for fun and yes to potentially/ hopefully supplement my income. if i wanted to just soley play for fun id just get some video game version which would cost very little if any.
my life path has taught me always to be gratefull for what i get. i am not greedy. realistically 100-200$/mo profit makes me quite happy playing online. if i pass that great if i dont no big deal because i play with $ at levels im prepared to lose at. when i buy in to a mtt i start with the mindset that moneys gone and im playing to get it back + a return of some kind. im not looking to be the next pro/superstar or earn a living from it. would it be nice to be able to yes it would. but realistically unless i go on a huge hot streak i do not have the bankroll to throw around and sustain the ups and downs. i've spent many years living wk/wk mo/mo and its not for me right now.
naturally i like everybody else and even the most dedicated pro will get flustered from bad beats and losing to different degrees in different circumstances for whatever reason. we are all human. have i played at the 50$ level+ at party- many times i have ,husng mtts. have i done it at other sites seldomly but yes mostly do to bankroll management.
am i a rec. nowadays if even that yes. there was a point i played 8+ hours everyday grinding for many months. was i doing it for fun only no. i did it for the money while having fun passing time. if i had a big enough bankroll -do i think i could scratch out enough to get by playing online? yes i do. would a hud or other assistance software help me get better results. certainly to some degree but its no longer the poker i love to play.
i never knew this forum existed until i got so fed up with party that (being curious if it was just me) i googled party complaints which led me here. i really feel bad for those other players who didnt know about this forum or njdge who had legitimate issues in which CS pulled their usual tactics and got away with screwing those people. it does seem that the way to get issues resolved fast is to email/call CS first then post here and get collette's attention. at which point collette through her channels seems to get more attention and action taken to resolve the issue. collette isnt a cure all but she does as well as some of the other site reps seem to get better results..... this is getting long so to be continued.