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I know you all were collectively trying to punish me for something.

You had me fooled. I thought you were something special. You jumped in the muck with these *******s so fast. I really hope you're proud of yourselves.

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09-10-2018 , 04:58 AM

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This era of rich people pushing people around is going to stop.

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09-10-2018 , 06:05 AM

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I am going after your legacy. You are the company you keep.

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09-10-2018 , 06:19 AM

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I also learned I'm not a wine and cheese guy. And figs suck.

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09-10-2018 , 07:41 AM

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Why string someone along. Give me the chance to find someone. This is the senseless evil women participate in all day and pretend they dont.

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09-12-2018 , 12:57 AM

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I knew I was going to get treated different when we knew I was a genius. I didnt know you people were going to stop treating me like a human being. This is ****ed up.

The problem when you play into schizophrenia is you dont get to pick what my brain latches on to. It usually latches on to threats so its never going to turn out right. I just want to know if it was ever real so I can know how crazy the mental illness is.

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09-12-2018 , 01:06 AM

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When did you guys know I was a genius? Because I just figured this **** out a few weeks ago

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09-12-2018 , 01:20 AM

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Im not even embarrassed about that string of posting. You can see the fatigue and frustration. I don't like that you cant tell that im addressing two groups of people. My frustrations with women will always be separate from me trying to let go of these stupid rap beefs. I hope that clears up a little bit. I have discovered a form a fatigue that looks like food poisoning.

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09-12-2018 , 02:04 AM

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Im getting desperate. Im fixin to start a match profile

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09-12-2018 , 02:06 AM

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or you can come get me whenever you want.

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09-12-2018 , 02:09 AM

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Im not getting my hopes up thats for damn sure.

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09-13-2018 , 09:06 AM

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Rap has jumped the shark. Mumble rappers I dont even care. Theyre dissin pac now... I just want to make your lyric videos. GRTHG DROG EWOHG YOOOOO!

Then rappers I respected and thought were real are ****ting on me and propping up dudes trying to sell their own people 90 dollar white t shirts.

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09-13-2018 , 10:19 AM

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Those phones and that social media has ****ed peoples brains up. Im not crazy, all you mother****ers are crazy. That you let zuckerberg **** with your brains however he wants everyday.

Im not even going to listen to dude try to diss Em. Dude wouldnt even have a platform without Em and the guy talked about his kid. What is wrong with people.

Next time you guys want to teach me a lesson about patience or being nice to people. Try not using social media for a week or two. Then honestly ask yourself if you should be in charge of teaching me lessons.

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09-13-2018 , 11:12 AM

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You guys want me to snap. Fine

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09-13-2018 , 11:17 AM

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I have no ideology.

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09-13-2018 , 11:44 AM

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Why would so many people particpate in this ****. Now I feel perfectly justified in hurting anyone.

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09-13-2018 , 11:56 AM

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It doesnt bother me that nothing happened. It really bothers me that so many people are trying to **** with me.

How the **** does that person know to make a blog and post those posts in that order of those videos at that particular time.

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09-13-2018 , 11:59 AM

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I just want it to end. There will be no slow burn. It will be big and ugly. And no one will be redeemed.

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09-13-2018 , 12:14 PM

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No one will even treat me like a human being. Im like some computer you **** with. You mother****ers are insane. First you expect me to know songs are being written about me. Then you tell me to be humble. Then you collectivelly try to bury me. Now you want me to forgive mother****ers who are the most selfish self centered people Ive ever seen. Did any of you do anything wrong? Why helicopters? Do the taxpayers know you have a cesna and a chopper on standby for my stupid ass?

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09-13-2018 , 12:27 PM

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I didnt think about this till just now. Its ****in weird that a bunch of hollywood liberal millionaires tried to bully me because they thought I was being a bully. Turns out they were just groomed by social media to fly off the handle with little regard to substance or intent.

I feed birds and go to the dollar store...

Im pretty sure its a multiple agency effort too. The irony is their bull**** is causing the paranoia that will end in me snapping. Or they are trying to get me to snap because they truly see me as a threat to the status quo that cant be brought into the fold anymore.

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09-13-2018 , 12:42 PM

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When they thought I was only mad at black people **** was fine. When they realized I might be mad at white people too thats when the helicopters showed up. I believe that **** son

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09-13-2018 , 01:22 PM

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Have I made into the threat matrix yet?

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09-13-2018 , 01:39 PM

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You guys messed me up good. I dont believe a good thing can happen to me anymore. Im always waiting for the other foot to drop. I have to figure this out. Ill be in LA sooner than later. Some of you will see me in person.