If I overdose, avenge me.

The first hit of the skywalker og took me to standing in a rainy back alley in tokyo. This **** is dangerous. It shouldnt be this easy to get high.

This is what I was afraid of. Im never quitting this ****. Theyre going to bury me with this ****in thing.

Manglehorn, Moonwalkers and the book were in the dollar store.

I guess the growth is I need less turnaround when people deeply disappoint me. I was going to take a month. Just to show you I don't need this ****.

I either have cancer or the digestive problems of an autistic person started for me a few months ago. I wish I cared. I'm getting to that place where I'm starting to hate women. I think they all are petty, manipulative and evil. The cancer might as well take me.

If y'all didn't have money would you dare treat someone like this. Now that you know your money is worthless to me. Think about how disrespectful some of you've been and I'm not talking about the forums.

When you have things to lose is that why y'all act all weird?

These worms are my new favorite candy.

When you hire a suburban kid. Hes going to select the proper size bag for the amount of cds I purchased.

When you hire an urban kid. Shes going to understand that while Im holding that bag Im a walking billboard for the store and give me a bigger and nicer bag even though I only need the small one.

My mother told me she was bipolar for the first time a few days ago. Then immediately asked me to make concessions for her insanity and bipolar patterns instead of her working on herself. So I have to continue to put up with her insanity that shes been hiding from me for 25 ****ing years. Im rooting for cancer in this coinflip.

And I have to forgive these selfish millionaires before anyone will help me. Seriously...Who else is being held to this standard.

Why havent I forgiven you but I forgave everyone else. I had to be really honest with myself. One is I heard the **** you talked and saw the effort you were making to talk that ****. Most of these other mother****ers wrote their songs but I never heard that **** so you just unlucky.

But the real reason is your wife participated. Until I get an apology from her... I dont see her trying to mess with Brotha Lynch. Is it a coincidence that she decides she wants to mess with an asian beatmaker in the rap game? You two seem very calculated by the way you record peoples phone calls and relay private conversations.

It really bothers me that your wife whos lived in the lap of luxury her entire spoiled life thinks shes going to jump in the rap game and start ****ing with me. Is there a reason you and your wife chose an asian beat maker and the biggest popstar in the world to beef with? You two beef to stay relevant, but it causes people real stress and now you want forgiveness because your money slowed up. There might not be any geniune change just more calculation from you two evil ****s. She can apologize or we can go to war. My first move will garner an unconditional surrender from her entire family. Yall are not built for this. I dont know why you chose to start with me. You arent the first black dude who thinks they are more gamed up than me. You are the first one who had their wife participate in ****ing with me.

If my genes really did express cancer because the **** you put me through started a mania that led to a depression that led to poor living that led my genes to expressing cancer. If that really is the case would you forgive you?

I dont want to start **** but if she was really that good for you. Why are you in so much trouble all the time? I really hope shes been trying to talk you out of a lot of this dumb **** and you havent been listening.

I think autism is evolution. For every hundred thousand non speaking, rocking back in forth autistic people the world produces it produces one Einstein. The brain is evolving by kicking out different variations of autistic, bipolar and schizophrenic people. Those three are connected and have overlapping symptoms. Mob mentality and the need to conform has stifled this idea. The way religion has stilfed science for the last 1000 years.

I really like this vaping ****. Its cleaner, healthier and more convenient but bong rips are better. Yea resin sucks yeah im inhaling smoke yea theres butane but damn if its not a bong rip


I cant stress how crazy my mother is. Im done with her. She refuses to get help. Just now she said she has to stand by the washing machine because it was broken. The washer was in the middle of a spin cycle...I had just used it prior to her putting stuff in it literally 35 minutes before she used it. So she either told an unnecessary lie to explain why she is just standing by the washing machine for no reason. Or she has a delusion that somehow she needs to stand by the washing machine or it will break. I dont even care anymore. I dont think her brain knows or cares truth from lie.

She knows Im leaving and shes still threatening me. Its really sad. Its her only move. Just to see these hail mary lies. I watched her give up in the middle of one it was amazing.

Hiring more security wont help. First Im going to alienate you from all your friends. Theyre going to get scared. Then Im going to start on you. You owe me three years.

You couldnt leave that **** alone. It still had to be about you. How I will never let YOU live this down. Stalking me so I get no peace. Maybe I stalk your people now.

Yall have such egos I forgot you had kids. On account of it being such a beautiful morning Im going to let you go. If I catch wind of even a subtle jab Im going after your people. You understand how this works now. You shouldn't even be playing these games with kids, you should know better. Its kinda bull****, I dont get to get anybody.

I cut out all that candy I was eating. I think the sugar caused me to have a super ill breakout on my shoulder.

What I should have said is I like the de captain so out of courtesy I will respond weak or not. I didnt need tell most people their opinions didnt matter whether its true or not. Also I was trying to be less autistic by always keeping communication open even on my way out. If Im getting called weak for that I wore out my welcome anyhow.

Heres what I just realized. Im baiting people into these arguments because Im bored. The thing is winning an argument gives me no pleasure and actually pisses me off when they go low and I go low with them. Having to explain why putting your bong in the freezer is good actually irritated me. It seemed so obvious to me that it shouldnt have to be explained. That shouldn't irritate me. I dont know what Im doing. I came here to wrap up something. I think thats done and now Im just ****ing with people...I need to find a new hobby.

I think Im fed up because I believe everyone on the forum is in on it. The truth being only a few people know and Im rousting people who have nothing but loose connections.

I overthink everything and have no one to tell me not to. This all started because he thought I was proud of not tipping uber drivers when it actually has to do with professionalism and subsidizing wall street.

I hope I just had my last conversation with my mother ever. Good riddance. I plain asked her why she would not go see a therapist. Her excuse, "I don't have the time." Okay American Idol takes up your nights during the week. I know for a fact she does nothing all saturday and most of sunday. I told her that her seeing a therapist would determine her seeing me again. She stuck to her guns and started threatening me.

Pot calling kettle black.....No I went and read a ****load of psychology ****. Working at myself everyday. I am willing to see a therapist. Just not some run of the mill therapist paying back loans.

I have to cut her off because I did not realize how her crazy person **** was starting to mess up my relationships with other human beings. Also she makes mountains out of mole hills and will shriek when she drops a spoon and I think someone broke in the house.

My last duty as a son. If it wasn't for me they would all be 100 watters. There is a 75 watt one in the garage that I can't replace with leds or cfls for some reason. Thank God for the dollar store. She's saving mad money on power now and will never have to change a bulb in her lifetime.

I just realized my mother had jedi level nagging abilities. For years I felt guilty for not cleaning the backyard or garage when she asked me because no one uses these areas. Today I cleaned the closet area where we keep all our spare light bulbs. Its been messy for almost twenty years. Took me 10 minutes. She doesn't clean **** either but she complains like a champion.

Sometimes Im just posting music. There is too many people in the bay area. There should not be gridlock saturday morning. I was suppose to pick up a fedex package in oakland. I didnt order anything so I was like really curious to what it was. While Im sitting in traffic I realize its probably a check I requested. Now Im really angry because I dont need to be in traffic because I dont really need the check. I was just closing an account. Wasted a morning. Didnt even get the check.

There's nothing to get out.

Am I suppose to be doing something?

Popping a cork?


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I was about to. Then I passed out. My new sleep schedule is 11pm to 3 am. Now I got some really nice mushrooms and some prosecco. Pretty sure it's movie night tonight. Cork poppin weather.