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Old 08-13-2018, 11:10 AM   #101
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I actually grew up in a neighborhood where a lot of the streets were named after flowers, trees and plants. So for 3 or 4 months we were buying weed on Sesame street.
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Old 08-13-2018, 12:27 PM   #102
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Old 08-13-2018, 03:35 PM   #103
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Platinum bubba. Buying that Hindu kush reminded me how far we come. Makes you appreciate the platinums. I got a container for some romulan somewhere.
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Old 08-15-2018, 06:56 PM   #104
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If anyone read that **** and think Im acting particularly autistic or regularly out of line. Please advise. I tried to keep it in accordance with oot standards but I go hard without trying. Everyone tells me to calm down. Were typing mother****as
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Old 08-16-2018, 06:08 PM   #105
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I donít know if your autistic or not but your writing and thoughts do resemble that of someone with manic tendencies. Obv not a doctor so no diagnosing just giving you the feedback you were asking about.

If you have any questions about the Comedy Store or screenwriting feel free to ask me, Iíve walked that path once upon a time.

Sorry we got crossways yesterday. I was taking you at face value (no clue to your background) and I think you were confused by most posting style. No hard feelings over here.

You def should talk to a therapist and a psych and find your base so you donít get too high or too low when you naturally get excited or upset about something and the mania wants to run amok with it So Im actually crazy...

Wishing you the best, man.
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Old 08-16-2018, 08:12 PM   #106
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If anyone read that **** and think Im acting particularly autistic or regularly out of line. Please advise. I tried to keep it in accordance with oot standards but I go hard without trying. Everyone tells me to calm down. Were typing mother****as
I think that you fit pretty well into OOT. But I am myself somewhere on the autistic spectrum. And I hope that you realize that OOT is not RL.
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Old 08-17-2018, 02:39 AM   #107
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Its strategic, internet wit battling that fast. Its not mania. My understanding of oot is you punish dumb **** to keep it good. I truly believe saying you do things wrong because youre old and being proud about it is up there.

I felt like dude wanted to take stewardship of his thread so he lightweight **** on grinders and freezing bongs without really knowing ****. Then you tried to play peacemaker but the flawed logic only enraged every oot nerve in my body. I go fast and hard because it makes people give up. I just knew that freezing your bong is actually really dope so ****ting on it is really stupid.

The idea that Id flash on people like this in real life is beyond outlandish. Im the most quiet person you ever met. You have to care to flash on people. I care about oot i dont think I can really care about people so much anymore.
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Old 08-17-2018, 04:31 AM   #108
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Hey HereTo,

The part you misunderstand still is that I was never craping on You freezing your bong, thatís actually pretty cool if you have one that fits in the freezer and youíre not worried about fragile joints/poorly made glass breaking.

But Bighurt is gonna Bighurt because what heís doing works for him. It may not be optimal and what you do is optimal but it works for him and what you do works for you. The stoner community is one of acceptance and inclusion. Of course we donít want people doing dumb/noob type things but heís a vet and if he wants to do suboptimal things because he enjoys them - then by all means he should do them exactly how he likes.

When I said foatie and I are old heads cut from a different cloth it just means weíve tried all the different things and ways and have settled on what works for each of us. Itís through experience and time so while itís totally valid to suggest other methods it has to be also understood we are more or less set in the ways we have found to be best for us.

Again this goes back to where I said each stoners experience is unique and what works for you best may not work for someone else best, but that doesnít mean that your ways isnít optimal for your needs. (I may have said it differently in the moment) because the weed thread isnít like the rest of the snippy, condescending nature of OOT, like stoner culture itís more relaxed and cerebral than the other threads.

You thought I was speaking in contention of you but I was actually speaking in inclusion of you, I just wanted you to see another perspective other than yours that could still be considered optimal.

The emotional positions you stated are things you internalized, such as it more or less being a competition to proving the other person wrong. This behavior outside of OOT (or in it) isnít uncommon in people with mania. Iím somewhat familiar because my older brother is a Vet with mania
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Old 08-17-2018, 04:47 AM   #109
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Regardless of what I said above, the fact you got so defensive of your position while badly misreading and misunderstanding the thread in line is pretty telling.

Youíre pretty sensitive to what you feel is right being accepted as right by others even if their experiences are inconsequential to and not in effect of your personal life.

The posting about music in stores being about you and following you around and being everyoneís muse is pretty manic behavior. Many of your post above are manic in nature. Itís also wholly narcissistic. Not that youíre posting exclusively about yourself, itís a blog it should be about yourself. Itís that so many of your post are stating that ďpeopleĒ have various interest in your personal thoughts.

I donít think youíre autistic although that self diagnosis may be comforting to excuse memories of social situations where you acted like a self centered dick. I think your very socially aware and adept.

I think youíre just a narcissist with mania that believes heís gods gift to
Artistic creativity. Despite that Iím still happy to help you in any way possible in your stand up or writing journey. I also have worked with the music industry and have family on the A&R, production and musician fronts and would be happy to help in anyway I can over there.

I believe we can have disagreements and have debate and still be friendly because I respect you. Youíre brave you share your story and your likely talented in multiple ways and you write in a compelling way... it was good enough to keep me reading your whole thread after all
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Old 08-17-2018, 05:04 AM   #110
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At no point have you accepted any responsibility. Once you said me putting my bong in the freezer is the same as him saying weed grinders smash weed together you lost all credibilitiy with me. What he said is categorically false and everyone who has ever used a decent weed grinder knows that. I think you were just coming to the aid of dude and you tried to twist something and I didnt let you get away with it. Thats all that happened. You still cant let it go. Youre still selling now. Now Im a narcissist and a self centered dick.

Thanks for you diagnosis too. You never even met me and you know Im not autistic. Thanks Doc. Im going to stop now. Im just going to ignore you. You tried to pass the most passive aggressive olive branch ever. I told some of the most powerful people in the music industry thanks but no thanks. Im sure youre connected but youre a terrible person.
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Old 08-17-2018, 05:09 AM   #111
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I respect foatie so much right now.
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Old 08-17-2018, 05:13 AM   #112
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Ooo man. I conclude from your post that you haven't been relaxed and chill in " getting high " thread. . Why smoke if it makes you want to double up and fight?

I mean..... I agree with majority of what Nat said. I think you are smart enough to know all that yourself. I haven't looked into getting high thread. But just from you questioning yourself here I think that you didn't act very cool there. It is true that you can lose your cool only when you care. But I mean..... May be try to use more funny approach? May be try to be more chilly at least around bongs? I think it is highly funny to fight about how to consume thc.


Edit. Come on man. No one tries to attack you. Really.
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Old 08-17-2018, 05:21 AM   #113
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We fundamentally disagree with what happened. I think yall were being territorial and wrong. You think I need to lighten up. Nothing changes the fact he was wrong and you tried to gloss over that ****. I questioned myself because I believe this is autistic ****. yall were wrong but dont think its a big deal and want to try to move on and I want it in the record that dude spoke out of his ass.
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Old 08-17-2018, 05:22 AM   #114
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and Nat defened him and proceeded to waste my time and then explains to me how hes the victim in this ****.
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Old 08-17-2018, 05:26 AM   #115
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Im waiting for a higher authority to tell me im wrong. 2005 join dates...in good standings
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Old 08-17-2018, 05:50 AM   #116
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I have no idea who is wrong and who is right in the discussion about bongs.

I only pick-up the emotion you communicate here. I believe that it is not really a pleasant one for you to feel and I try to suggest ways to change it.


It is very often in life that it completely doesn't matter if you are wrong or right. That is not the thing that makes the world work or you happy. If I would be you right now I would soooooooo jump on Nat's offer to share his experience in comedy. And I would try to really listen and absorb what he can say on that plain because he has a ton more experience. That should dominate the bongs in your emotional world by a very big margin.
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Old 08-17-2018, 06:05 AM   #117
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Man, I can see youíre clearly offended by me. Iím sorry for that. I will step back because this is your thread and I donít want to invade your space.

I do really wish you the best. Once again I think grinding with a sharp stone and freezing the bong are pretty optimal ways to consume weed. Iím sorry you see things from that thread as people being victims or attackers or anything like that. Once again you could not be further off base but if thatís your view then just know that Iím not defending anyone or suggesting youíre attacking anyone; neither was I attacking you.

The offer to answer questions or provide guidance is a standing offer, I refuse to shun you over a disagreement.

Once again I wish you the best in any musical or comedic/writing interest you pursue.
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Old 08-17-2018, 06:10 AM   #118
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I never said you were attacking me. You were defending someone who was clearly wrong. You are fair game. I attacked you, thats why someone should have bailed you out by now and told me Im an *******. Not dear lapka. Shes ready to marry drz. You dont bother me other than I have to type this **** out.
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Old 08-17-2018, 06:35 AM   #119
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Youíre assuming more than Lapka and I read this or care enough to comment. Classic narcissist behavior.

Also donít test Lapka you already know by what youíre saying that sheíll double it up on you real fast
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Old 08-17-2018, 06:39 AM   #120
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Also deflection along with justification for your aggressive behavior when met with diffusing language is another telling sign of narcissist insecurity.

With all the talk you did in your posting in previous months have you ever accomplished anything creatively you can point to? Or is it all just coulda woulda shoulda, I am great but no one really knows how amazing I am conjecture?

On a more positive note how are your attempts at stand up coming? Have you done an open mic? How many open mic have you done? Have you written a 5 minute set yet?
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Old 08-17-2018, 06:42 AM   #121
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I dont have to talk to you
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Old 08-17-2018, 06:52 AM   #122
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Its sad how desperate you are. Saying that you are under my skin. Im not in the high thread telling you ****. You are over here writing manifestos.
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Old 08-17-2018, 06:55 AM   #123
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If this is how people in LA do business. No thank you. Im already seeing its more about whos hoops youll jump through not how funny you actually are.
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Old 08-17-2018, 07:04 AM   #124
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If you were so connected then maybe you could have answered some of your own questions about my creativity.
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Old 08-17-2018, 07:04 AM   #125
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Now back to your regularly scheduled program...
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