I don’t know if your autistic or not but your writing and thoughts do resemble that of someone with manic tendencies. Obv not a doctor so no diagnosing just giving you the feedback you were asking about.
If you have any questions about the Comedy Store or screenwriting feel free to ask me, I’ve walked that path once upon a time.
Sorry we got crossways yesterday. I was taking you at face value (no clue to your background) and I think you were confused by most posting style. No hard feelings over here.
You def should talk to a therapist and a psych and find your base so you don’t get too high or too low when you naturally get excited or upset about something and the mania wants to run amok with it
Wishing you the best, man.