You know everything about me. I dont know anything about you. I dont even know how old you are. I am also getting worried about when I mess up. Im absent minded and will leave a pot of water on the stove until all the water evaporates. What if my absent mindedness upsets or hurts you in a way? How long will psychologically punish me for a mistake? This has been unncessary and you still make it go on.
So I have been reading this How To Fight book written by a Zen Master. I have to smile at my anger. Thats why that mother****er is a Zen Master playboy.
I am being selfish. Im looking at the small picture. Youre past 20%. Its just I am really unravelling over here and you dont appreciate that I need real support not some *******s posting songs Im not listening to. I dont think people appreciate that I am actually schizophrenic. That its so stressful that when I thought I lost my hat today I was ready to walk in front of a bus. That was the straw...Thank god it was just under a pillow but I was ready to wrap this **** up over a hat.
I need a pause. Making me fly to LA again alone knowing youre draining that account so I have to be more agreeable is what I think mother****ers are up to.
To the two rappers Im being dickish to. I thought I forgave yall but I dont think I truly forgave you unless I listen to your tracks. I'll get on that after Im done smiling at my anger.
I've zeroed in on the suspect food poisoning suspects God damnit. I really like the people too.
I went to this motel on Santa monica. 100 bucks no credit card. They are sticklers about how many people in the room so be honest
There is a jim Morrison room too. I didn't ask about it. By how fly the cars in the lot were this ain't place is no secret
I slept from 8 30pm til 4am. First time I got full rest in at least a month. I read an article about humans needing less sleep. I'm not sure if u buy it if this was fatigue.
The music that may or not been selected for me in 711 makes me think i should go home. The looks I got in 711 definitely make me feel like I should go home.
I'm pretty sure bovafa is trying to get me to nitcoin. I will try this morning but I don't care. I just need enough for a bus ticket. I got moves now.
Even if this is bull**** 34 is kinda the limit for spending all nighters in venice and it still being fun. At 35 I shouldn't be having liquidity problems. Also nice to remind myself what homeless is like. If it's not bull**** pretty sure were gonna be great. Slow is my speed.
I think I'm stuck in la. I really can't set up a bit coin wallet to save my life and they sent the check a second time two days ago. I honestly think they are slowing my phone down when I try to see what a bus ticket costs. Stuck in la with 80 bucks as a manic schizophrenic. This should be a video game.