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Im never taking meds. None of this is that important. This doesnt need to make sense to you. I have fully accepted that this could go down in flames. Its almost what needs to happen.

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09-19-2018 , 05:12 PM

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Medication is for the benefit of society and corporations. Lethargic is where they need you not where you want to be.

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09-19-2018 , 05:15 PM

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The reason the revolution wont work is no one will show up yo.

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09-19-2018 , 05:22 PM

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Was the mens rights stuff the thing that made you intervene? Dont worry I thought it was funny. I dont think I care enough about anything to join a movement of any kind

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09-19-2018 , 05:24 PM

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One way or another Im helping mentally ill people I can tell. Im catching a lot of flak but people have to rethink how they engage autistic and mentally ill people after dealing with me. First ones through the wall or whatever.

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09-19-2018 , 05:28 PM

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They thought I was a robot. Some of them now know I am probably more sensitive and empathetic than all of them put together.

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09-19-2018 , 05:38 PM

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I think one of the places we got cross is you think I am capable of evil because Im scaring phonies because they are easy to scare and they deserve it. I almost said they started it but the immaturity really defeats this super great point I have.

I was just having fun scaring phonies playing off this rep thats undeserved but not denied. Mystery is useful. The fog of war. Do you guys really think me and my hood commandos are going to start jumping walls in Brentwood?

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09-19-2018 , 05:52 PM

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Even if this is pure schizophrenia. I was led into this vein of thinking by a group of people with access to power. So Im going to at least finish my thoughts for closure. Whether people are real doesnt matter its about being polite.

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09-19-2018 , 06:13 PM

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Dont just take pills because other people dont like your behavior. Ask them to change a behavior of theirs that bothers you before you just jump at a chance to take a powerful sedative. If they wont change their behavior ask yourself how important to you it is you change yours for them.

Im not trying to **** on pills if they help you function but I think psychology has been on cruise control with an assist from big pharma.

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09-19-2018 , 06:23 PM

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Our definition of functioning are different. You think functioning in the group think is good. I think I do more good isolating myself and writing sometimes. Neither of us are wrong but we might not want to prescribe each other antidotes. So ignore my pill naysaying

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09-19-2018 , 06:38 PM

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My swagger is on extra stupid because Im pretty sure I dont have cancer. Unless there is a hibernation period no one talks about all the pain went away and I feel like it should be progressing if it was cancer. Not that I need to be alive or anything. I saw my life as another dude in LA with some version of a porsche truck. I wasnt stoked.

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09-19-2018 , 07:00 PM

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Originally Posted by wateronrock

If this is all some elaborate level, then well done and carry on.

If not, you should seek help immediately. Seriously.

This
either way wish You all the best, maybe there are some other online forums that talk more specifically about some of Your ideas so You may find more interaction (just a passing thought) take care . . .

Last edited by Mike Haven; 09-20-2018 at 04:51 AM.

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09-19-2018 , 09:17 PM

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Someone clicked this **** 8 thousand times. Im not here to engage poker players and arm chair psychologists who dont actually care. It feels like vanity or covering your asses coming from any of you. I had never seen vice. Im here to journal this trainwreck because this has consequences for more than me

The thing you dont know is how closely they are tracking everything I click on the computer. I mean every piece of information Im bringing up they are trying to interpret. I was being quite cavalier and they wanted to show me they knew. I like playing games even if Im at a disadvantage.

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09-19-2018 , 09:20 PM

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The people who light weight ****ed with me are getting nervous. Its important I go get help now...

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09-19-2018 , 09:30 PM

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To the real people who understand how this true power **** works.

They have to destroy me now. They tried to bring me into the fold with money. Its just those millionaires talking all that **** really left a bad taste in my mouth and now they have to destroy me. For the power structure they do this to leaders all the time. This is what that economic hit man book is about on a different scale.

IF a leader arises from the unwashed masses they have to embrace that leader. If they cant corrupt that leader they have to destroy him. This is an old play

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09-19-2018 , 09:34 PM

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I know for sure two of the people doing this to me are both white males in their twilight years.

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09-19-2018 , 09:41 PM

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Im sure your schizophrenic cousin has explained that power play to you before but you understand what im saying right. Take that Im saying it out of the equation and just learn that play. Thats the CIA blue plate special

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09-19-2018 , 10:13 PM

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Its actually coming sooner than I thought. When everyone figures out the real scourge of society might be the top of the entertainment and tech businesses. That you could be racist in ad targeting and dating wasnt a design flaw until they put some light on it. That was perfectly acceptable in the eyes of the people who make it and then tell everyone how to live smuggly.

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09-19-2018 , 10:21 PM

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THe good part about gentrification is you get all these half white half something girls. No one talks about that part. Ladies Ladies Ladies!!! Jay and silent bob are in the hizzouse!

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09-19-2018 , 10:24 PM

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the life of an urban nomad with a trunk full of drugs.... seems alluring.

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09-19-2018 , 10:24 PM

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Changin your tune. now you want be playful...

Last edited by HeretoApologize; 09-19-2018 at 10:25 PM. Reason: This is for fox. What up Tuma...it aint bad youd need a tutor. Im available and I charge nothing

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09-19-2018 , 10:28 PM

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Originally Posted by HeretoApologize

Someone clicked this **** 8 thousand time.

Yeah sorry about that auto clicker got wrong tab That's My fault . . .
Tuma is a good Friend or at leas I felt that way . . .

Last edited by Mike Haven; 09-20-2018 at 04:51 AM.

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09-19-2018 , 10:29 PM

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i do need a tutor of varying sophistication.

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09-19-2018 , 10:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Tuma

i do need a tutor of varying sophistication.

Maybe I'm Paranoid are we Friends . . . .

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09-19-2018 , 10:32 PM

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thats me!

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