I just want to say I wish You all the best in anything You chose to do, I 2 have bad days, but I wish You to keep pushing forward and know life moves forward I want You to move forward, and I just wish the best for You . . .

This video helped Me a lot whenever I felt down Your not alone . . .

I am alone. Thats the only thing I ever been sure of.

Im way beyond motivational youtube videos. This is disgust with the systematic failures and the dissapointment of being betrayed by people you looked up to.

Once I saw the word was retrograde I knew no one was coming. Youre too giddy to **** with me. Its all fun and games until someone gets got.

You guys almost have deniable plausibility but not quite.

All I wanted was to hold a great girl down really hard. In 2018 I just wanted to see what that got me.

Part of that is not messing with rap. I dont need mentally ill hood people thinking about me and writing songs about me. Taking perceived slights from lyrics in songs i post and even which songs I dont post. I dont need that stress. I kind of like that only that dude has tracks from me. Honestly hes the only one I would make tracks for. I dont care that he dissed me once or whatever. We are both outsiders dealing with the bipolar rap game. Other than that Id only work for pop stars. This rap **** is over for me though. I dont respect the game anymore.

I thought you had to be hood certified to get in the game. I went looking for dirt. Its actually detrimental because you just scare these mother****ers now.

The thing I realized hanging out in LA this past couple months is as long as I dont die in an earthquake my house is located in the best place on the planet. All my troubles can be cured by buying a hot plate so I dont have to go downstairs to make coffee. Then I dont have to deal with someone bothering me for attention.

I watched all these biographies of these great couples and in the end its always the guy who ends up cheating. I was like they would be so happy if he just didnt cheat. I thought it was a character flaw but now Im starting to think they were driven to that ****.

Even after all the messed up ****. I was still holding out hope that you were still that sweetngirl and you just let a bunch of hollywood mother****ers get in your ear with bad advice. I think you guys dont think I wont treat people as individuals because you guys dont treat people as individuals.

I really thought I was slick. I was like they wont fly over residential neighborhoods at 3 in the morning especially with prop planes.

I go out there I think Im home free. This big jet on an odd flight path which is what gave it away goes by and then flies almost out of visibility. Since I was on to this mother****er I hid under the train bridge until he made his long not slick either pass back.

It was a big jet and it was quiet. I kinda showed my hand. Ive been to this place 3 times. They know I need something there. At this point they can watch it with satellites. Im also not confident if I got it Id ever make it home with it. If they saw me with anything they would swoop.

Im burning a mixed cd like its 2008. Right now Im arranging tracks for flow. Need to have proper slap in the whip.

Staying at the standard made me realize my mini fridge game was sub par. Fixing this.

Im kinda crushin The Standard. They are rockin ginger beer...your mini fridges are in retrograde

Im starting to wonder about this surveillance. The last helicopter looked straight busted. Like Jeff Dunham built that ****. Random craftsmanship burn. Jeff Dunham builds and flies helicopters. Pretty savage.

Is a taco a sandwich?

Let them have their gay jokes. For some of them thats all they got left.

You can convince me a soft taco is a sandwich. Crunchy tacos is a whole different thing

I'm straightening out my shot this morning everything is going right. Concentrating on keeping my head down through the swing.

My bag is packed...find an excuse to not get me.

Im going to go hit a quick 40 at the range and then taco bell.

Got 100 cause why not

The answer to why not is. Because you hit 150 in the morning and you dont ever sleep so 40 is plenty. I was tired as **** right around ball 40. Dialing in my 55 wedge though then I sunk like a 20 footer and bounced.

My sleep schedule has me up fresh at 2am. I like it

The 20 footer was right in the center of the cup. Tiger Tiger Tiger Woods yall!

Im starting to think you dont deserve me. You wont come 20%

I was thinking about going to Vegas but I dont even know if I feel like gambling anymore. Whats the point. This blog has to be over. You guys made me sick of music. I dont know how you did it but you turned listening to music into a chore instead of fun. Let the record show I tried but lost my mind dealing with these greedy dinosaurs.

Sorry jmakin. I dont think the putting challenge will ever happen. Without business I have no reason to be in Socal. Keep on the golf its a good habit you can do til youre old as ****.

One of the reasons I took up golf is I watched these like 60-70yo ladies walking this 9 hole course like everyday having a great time.

I know I have to stop playing basketball soon but golf you can **** with until they box you up.

I feel like even though I hate blogging I was helping somehow. Its just when helicopters and planes start buzzing your house and favorite haunts its time to stop being so open.

I dreamt of going to the range and teeing up a single ball. 250 yards on a line, with a fade. Too bad it's fun -> I hit the rest of the bucket feeling lesser satisfied with the results.