I think my goal here is to just write about a few of my life experiences so its documented and maybe some stubborn young person reads this and goes "Ill go see the therapist, I dont want end up like this mother****er."

Basically at around 32-33 I figured out I was autistic, bipolar, and schizophrenic. Its been interesting. Its self diagnosed but Ive done enough crazy things to know that the only thing up for debate is whether the schizophrenia is stimulant induced. Thats hopeful thinking though. Being on the autism spectrum makes so many moments in my life make sense.

I know Im flakey as **** and I dont want to be. Trust me you don't want me jumping right back in. I still havent seen a therapist and Im not on mood stabilizers. Knowing is the most important thing though. These disorders really work together in funny ways. Some bipolar people including myself have trouble sleeping. Not getting enough sleep can make autistic behavior worse. Autistic thinking and a little schizophrenia and Im off to the races. Determined to figure out something that doesnt exist.



On a lighter note over the last year Ive been serious thinking about doing stand up. So Ive been just learning about the art and the business. I was actually going to move to LA in February and start the open mic circuit but this flu **** got me scared. Im gonna wait it out a bit.

Its almost too much freedom to write about whatever I want. Im excited that gravitational waves are like compression waves. I dont think there is any treasure in the money pit. I think there was and they came back and got it, thats why there were those 3 gold links.


This is Udummy but I don't have the password or email to my old account. There is also no way for you to know Im not a well versed imposter.