You need to hang out with ScreaminAsian and go on a spirit quest.

I can have "casual" thoughts of ending it. Like, just what. the. ****. is that?

I assume its a fight or flight response to whatever is happening. Usually whatever it is that I'm facing isn't worth fighting for even if I could win the fight in the first place. So it is better to take a flight action rather than fight in situation you want no part in because I feel I wouldn't gain anything of value if I fought for it.

In other words the world has nothing to offer me, and king kong ain't got **** on me!

I hope I havn't taken up too much of your time.

I went to the "lady Boys from bangkok" show it was very entertaining.

Apparently all I have to do in order to find my passion in life is to let go of my negative thought patterns that do with fear, anger, jealousy, blame, guilt, stress, sorrow, resentment, irritation, frustration, criticism and my passion will become obvious. And to become more aware of thought patterns to do with fear, anger, jealousy, blame, guilt, tension, sorrow, irritation, criticism, resentment and then swap them for something more forgiving and accepting.


but isn't that all bs?

****ing kill me please

life is utter bs, I work for money that i don't even have any use for other to live another day. what the hell is fun? i don't like because I'm not good at it at all and I have very small penis.

my life is boring and a complete waste of time........................breathe in breath out, food in, **** out, money in money out, life in life.............

You should send some of that money over here. I have a use for it.

Robin your meaning in life is to create the perfect Utopia in Civilization V.

I like watching worldstarhiphop on youtube, mainly because I like to see people get knocked the **** out and not in the context of a boxing match where they have rules. I especially like when they take cheap shots when the other guy is not looking, this one clip had a person drop kick another guy whle he was fighting some other dude in a 2 on 1, despite the other guy not knowing that he was fighting two people at once. He got drop kicked into touch, he slide some distance.

I like it when guys talk smack only to get droped in one punch, you got knocked the **** out....

Its possible that I'm chronically depressed and possibly have C-PTSD. As well as Avoidant personality disorder

I'm ****ed! lol

I don't feel like i fit in anywhere. I don't belong here

I still taste the drugs up my nose and had to pull a sick day on Monday. Spent Sunday night/Monday morning right up to 6.30am dancing and dressing up which is far better than going to work, even though I'm a day or so behind. I asked if I could spend this weekend doing overtime to catch up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxadVY9WTzg

The video is good. As is part 2. The underlying moral is to be true to yourself and not conform to what society wants you to be.

"I'm a man, I do what I want". Let everyone else adjust to you.

Unless, of course, you are a sociopath.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvKNl1yjJbA

i really hate working so much. I don't have many friends, and I have no use for the money I make.

I went to the doctors today I explained my feelings and situation and she answered that everyone feels this way.

I wonder if there is a scientific method to finding meaning in life/passion in life etc....must google it.

I am going slowly mad and when I try to explain it to people they do not take me seriously. I went to the doctors, and said I have thoughts of suicide, and she said well everyone has those thoughts, I said I hate working, well everyone has to work.

I tell my friends that I am going mad but they don't care and get drunk at weekends. Its like I have to do something to prove that I am in fact mad. In other words I must not be serious enough, unless I actually do something like suicide or kill somebody else or something then they take action but by that time its to late. so what to do! I drive a little crazy on the roads these days, overtake without looking, speeding, sometimes I drive withe my eyes closed. If I ever do crash I hope I take a lot of others out with me.

not out of hate but out of love, I saved them from having to live out their depressed lives. of course no one will see it that way. but I did them a favour, now ****ing do me one.

i think i have dyslexia as well, **** me I really am screwed

Not everyone is sad all the time. Sadness is a part of life, not the entirety of life for everyone. As poor and needy as it may be, every life has moments worthy of eternity.

You say you know enough to decide that others should die. Why do others not know enough to decide that you should live?

Why do you want others to take you seriously? Why do you care what they think?

Why do you believe love is better than hate, if there is nothing to live for?