First, and most likely last, blog post from my phone!

I don't especially love typing with my thumbs. It is a chore....I can still see the women manually opening and closing my 4 y/o hand to help me use scissors.... someone diagnosed me with having poor motor skills along the way ....once upon a time.

I tend to improve in just about everything if I give the subject serious workmanship and dedication. But not my thumbs!! Bastards! I am such a sh*tty primate. But that's okay cause so are you - we broke our mirrors.

I'm Lying (in bed) after a solid 5 hours of non-consecutive sleep; I look back at the last 2 weeks as if they are hardly different from my last 2 years, 2 decades; with perhaps a deus ex machina! (Note: perhaps not.)

I got into my first Twitter war with some baseball fans. Adolis Garcia wore won near his ribs the FIRST PITCH following a massive home run featuring 30 seconds of rounding the bases.

A rounding error, perhaps.

Players have commented that the majority of HBPs are intentional.

Maybe The Astros Pitcher was only trying to back Garcia off the plate and it got away from him. That's still intentional. If you choose to drive near the edge of a cliff, with safer options available; plummeting to one's death is no accident.

I hope the TwitterX war is over. One guy said I didn't know what preponderance means! Several details correlated with it being on purpose! And MLB then decides to suspend the pitcher two days, giving even MORE credence to my thesis. Which I absolutely pointed out to these apes which only breathed oxygen onto the flames.

TwitterX is pretty great. I joined while Elon was on the cusp of purchasing. I've realized how to get followers, it's quite simple, but it will take time. The dream is to become a full-time "content creator" and just sit on X all day sharing the gospel. It's a dream I can (and will) achieve...2p2 trained me to write, and post....this pursuit is truly effortless.

What other thoughts are ruminating throughout my skull? I don't know, don't care either.

I leave for Vegas in 2 days yet I haven't started packing. HARDLY UNUSUAL they might say...

Today will be great. It already is. I think of Sundays like they're 'Doyle's Holiday' AKA God's Day. Take me to church...

[Not the worst post! While I'm a monster with a keyboard, it's good to challenge oneself.]

Found an artist. Next step is alpha phase, a meeting with "the scientists", and then building a prototype.

If the art isn't perfect I will share it itt soon. The odds of me giving my life's work to a poorly skilled artist is zero. Therefore, don't expect to see my idea for a while.

Bless his heart, but when he said - "I don't know if this is mathematically possible" - it was then I knew it wouldn't work out.

I never give up. At least not as of today... so I won't. Back to the drawing board.

I'm still not up to shape for writing a work of fiction, or much of anything. I puked my guts out the other night and have had a lingering fever. This happens around 40% of the time when the cold season arrives.

Mario Wonder is a really good time. I beat it last night on Twitch... it's been a while since I last completed a game.

If things go according to plan, I'll be leaving for Vegas this Sunday. I really just kind-of want to disappear though. The darkness in the world is almost too much for me to bear.

hey man, been lurking here for a while,i really like your blog, you're a great writer and agree you should write some fiction

sounds like you're in the midst of a rough episode, i know we don't know each other that well but I'm available to chat if you ever want to

Thanks for that. I was among the worst 'writers' in this forum's history. '06 Reg -- I wanted to fit in more than anything.

The episode has passed! In a way I've beaten the disease; no longer am I disabled. "Bipolar Thinking" is true suffering (On the depressive side you're looking at brain fog, hardcore confusion, etc.); it has something like an 85% survival rate. But in my world...I'm a 4-time Psych Ward (world) champion along with being the hero of my own story.

In a nutshell, life is great. I'll shoot you a PM in the future...we should be friends.

This is a song for these times we find ourselves in.

I wish there was more I could do.

(9/1/72)

We killed the world's greatest hero. I will not let that happen again.

Blink-182 is still doing the impossible. Many have tried. Pop punk shouldn't exist, and it wouldn't without them.

When Mark Hoppus and Tom DeLonge sat down to write Carousel, as high schoolers, on August 2nd, 1992, it was more than analogous to modern day Vivaldi and Bach sitting down to collaborate. Most people don't know that. But it is true. And now you know too.