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Old 04-30-2018, 11:24 PM   #26
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Re: Peach Harmonics and the I.S. (Kid Anthem)

I have been feeling weaker than usual, but otherwise in good health.
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Old 05-01-2018, 02:13 PM   #27
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I might know what's currently eating at me. In a few years I'll have digested enough literature to write/speak abstractly about unknown frequencies using cultural metaphor and real science. For now, like everything else, I'm limited in the transliteration, and am forced to use the pithy tools I got.

A thing of note about my mental health history is that I wasn't exactly put together all that well before originally getting sick. This was often an ephemeral concept during the worst of times-- that my brain, in all likelihood littered with damage, wasn't working especially well beforehand, and as a result I was enormously tasked to get myself better, but not without humor in wondering what the **** better even meant.

One of many possibilities, in a system of functional imagination -- juggling all planes of outcome within a singular matrix -- was that I should have difficulty after healing up due to issues of concern before. Trying to pinpoint truths in terms of psycho-history is almost comical in that

- professionals use it as a tool
- it works

but considering placebos also work, it isn't surprising.

I think what I'm going through is malaise related to the aforementioned brain. There were things needing work. The confusion of "what am I feeling?" if I'm not depressed or manic is sort-of paradoxically beautiful.
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Old 05-11-2018, 09:48 AM   #28
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Tags: Odyssey, Insanity, Cannabis, Insensitivity towards sheep people

In the field guide for living with mental health problems in a culture with a ruthless attitude towards inferiority and the sick, one of the truest data points is that in general, people do not give much of a f*ck about what goes on in your head if you are diagnosed: neurologists included. (**Although I did have a productive consultation with one in comparison to visiting the typical circus in psychiatry, as he seemed more willing to use drugs from any class and not just a random SSRI etched into the clock and writing pens of the office.)

Even my closest friends are apt to prematurely change the subject if on the rare chance I feel like being honest about what's going on in my life. Here's a big **** you to people that think "talking in a nice sounding voice" is a substitute for a conversation with feedback.

......

Last year I made a post in bbv wondering about neuro-symmetry, and if there is a more optimal way to connect neurons. I skipped the scientific method and gave a conclusion that positioning cells in 4D space would give them an opportunity to maximize the number of connections, making it so each neuron has a potential to connect to any other neuron in the brain.

At that point I wondered if that would feel like the brain was made of water, and as someone with chronic headaches how cool that might be.


It was sometime in early 2016 when the positive sensation (is there a term for anti-headaches?) started to really become apparent. I would consume medical chronic for hours at a time, feeling effervescence mainly in the frontal lobe, also the back of my head at times. It felt like a massage, and it seemed to correlate with gaining control of my mental health problem.

These anti-headaches have continued to the present date, with actual headaches decreasing in intensity and frequency. I feel like going deeper, into the area that gets me labeled as "weird". Maybe someone will relate to this, I literally have no idea if this is a regular thing for people who use cannabis, have mental health problems, or have had brain trauma and are in a recovery state. I have however been handwaved off by doctors w/mansions for talking about this stuff in any form. It's really cool how well off they all seem to be despite having no real interest in their profession.

At some point on the odyssey's timeline I felt an actual pinch between my eyes. This pinch moved slowly up to the top of my head along the prime meridian. For a few months the anti-headaches had been concerted on the meridian....it was if this was an especially important zone for communication between both sides of the brain. I imagined a needle and thread sewing my brain together before the pinching subsided.

I wondered when the anti-headaches would make their way to the spot where most of my headaches originate.

When they started, it was as if a cloud of wellness was passing through the brain's channels to troubled regions and then raining down medicine as needed. A feature that was not so apparent at the time was that each region was like it's own individual thing, there was not a connectivity so much as a randomness of where the cloud would be and where it would end up.

Sometime after the pinching episode, I felt a pressure start on one side of my head and end up on the other, as if these distant regions were somehow being bridged together.

There has since been a greater tendency for regions to feel connected. The cloud moved towards what felt like the center of my brain where there was an apparent "hardness" like a a golf ball where there should be sponge. It felt like the hardness was dissolving over time, which seemed good as it alleviated pressure headaches in that spot.

There was some kind of catharsis 13 months ago. It felt like the top of my skull had opened and contaminants were extracted. Eventually the cloud reached this top region and has since been combing the fibers on each side, creating a solid form where it had been doughy since being "opened".

The golf ball seems mostly dissolved, and the cloud is now in a region adjacent to the source of all headaches. Interestingly, the cloud's rain produces a gravity on the headache spot, and it feels tugged towards the cloud and soothed.

Overall, there is an apparent global connectivity that wasn't previously there. It's as if feeling a sensation in one spot, causes all other regions to activate and work together. It is not quite feeling like water, but it's actively getting there, and while I am a fiend for details and observation, along with the obscure, I must admit that it is bizarre even for me.

There was a medical story in the news maybe 2 years ago. A man went to a doctor after experiencing numbness. The scans concluded that most (~75%+ iirc) of his brain was missing, including crucial regions leaving the normally functioning guy as a medical mystery.

It seems that neurons can take on other duties. And possibly have information about the other neurons found within. Perhaps it is possible to build an entire brain starting with only a single neuron.
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Old 05-14-2018, 03:25 PM   #29
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This entire blog is a work of fiction.
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What is stopping parents from organizing and paying for metal detectors or other safety procedure? I'm not saying this is the best way to go about things, but it seems astonishingly simple to improve the security of a public building.
For the record, I do not have children and am defecting to Hawaii once online poker is back.

If I did have children and they attended a school without modern security protocol, I would send an e-mail to all of the parents and faculty letting them know that my kids and all kids of reasonable parents will no longer be attending until it becomes impossible for a classmate to go on a rampage.

The most difficult task is finding the kids a place to learn during the interim. An ironic twist would be using the closed down school as such; bringing in volunteer teachers and piecing together a makeshift security system while something more long lasting is worked out by our genius policy makers.
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