i am tired of irc.

i mean i started to post my life to 30-1500 handles and now they all ignore me.
i might as well have my blog were nobody wil answer and no bugs
where you dont know if the crash of the client was intentionnal or not.

thought : might as well post on my handle my frist post !?!
on 2+2 where i read and learnt a lot but never posted.

i spent the last 15 years of my life in the **it**le of earth, paris france
all my youth wasted on the force of liberartion of this good old Babylone.
at 35 years old, el mezzo del camina dell vità (you can put signs
on non-irc - shall try this for often çàéè^¨ù - nice) i find myself
with not one dollar ot my name, three months rents due,
500euros depbts in shipfrance means i cannot use muy cc anymore
i am not allowed to bank - i have no more beer just smoked my last
joint - have food for 5 days and money on the 6 of July while the du
-best poeple on earth, my parents, have the generosity to pay one
month of electricity - i did the calcualtion it was like 1/10000xxx of
their net worth cant remember but they are old and DUMB.


my ethnic background (hello america) is mixed, salam alheikhoum
alheikoum salam, the ramhadan just started last week, and they di
pise me for drinking my last beer on the couch i found on the street
border and finally managed to
bring to my condo because it been 30 hours i havent eaten. the
record being 3 1/2 dayz last month with no food only tea due to
poorness (was traveling around europe when the most DUMB bank
of the planet (not boa)(lol france) swallowed my cc.


frist things frist im not asking for an handout - first because i have no
bank, never used paypal, forgot my poker handles long ago (do these
DUMB room still exist - im net positive in poker, minus the sharks you
meat around town, and friest second* because
you never know - i dont give my real name to strangers on the internet,
as ly they might be.


im 35 years old, not fat, well-spoken in several languages (master en
sorbonne littérature) and have never had a job paid more than minimal
wage+0.40 eruololcents (that was like 7.50 nadas after taxes)
in my life
the last gril i had the intercouse with in somewhat non-totally-sub-optimal
conditions died of suicide three years ago not long after -monthes or days
i dont know - i deleted more lies on the phonemachine wihtout listening
to them (we had met in the loony bin one year prior, she was 23
when she died)
RIPP

(and had been raped since the tender age of 13, ten years total, by the
psychiatric world [and its patients])
RIPP

(i learned of her death last year - pass for now on this period.)


i m so poor i cant eat meat when i m rich
the part of the family i am in contact with IS so DUMB i c....
concur and pass

two of my grandparents (both dead
RIPP
man cancer
woman not eating afer death of man
RIPP
)
were of italian origin, thus some say
im 100% italian - father side -
but i know of no living members of
my family in italy - was there last
month - i shall search more and.
pass

did i tell you already - no ? - why ? -
that the gentleman whom my last
girlfriend had sucked when he was
17 and that i put in the room next
to mine as freeleech guest in my
cheap 2bd condo -lol- (no ****
involved, i never did it with a man
and want a woman to marry, or 350
or more. but no men.
after 10 monthes (starting as 2 weeks
to get back on his feet) jumped from
the window i rented him for free (minus
all he ows me euro net wise)
.
.
.
.
but fourth floor you dont die (its starting
from the tenth up according to CIA
factbooks) you break and you survive
non ripp



pass !


all that to tell you after 15 years of trying
poetry in paris
i have not one friend in the world
idont care chinese women
look only at net worth
- oh wait they DUMB are alive.
:d


such as
if someone wants to befriend me
dont be afraid and post a post
like any normal soul would do
and let me not hangging inthe intersiderrral abysmal internet void.


i condidered myself agnostic for
very long until i wasnt sure any
more - old joke IS good joke-sp



dont mind me im just passing by
spelling im not reading this TDLR thats for sure i just wrote it

(and the edot who tell me this post is not tdlr can goto start.)

frist

oOo

i had so much money
at the beginning of the year
i could haf bought a swimming
pool and a small boat for it
and now im thirty angry

and poor beacause i traveled
across south europe for
three monthes and
south eurpope is very
poor so you can give wat you
have and get stolen more
or draw your sorrow
in wine
-if you know how to
multiplate it and someone
would lent you some to
put water in it -

im not sober and took my
meds in ten minutes

and i shall crash

not on your couch though

sup degdow

tl;dr:
nothing.

u Mr.mmmKay ?
didi you have a nice day ?
i just woke up and its already empty.

Pictures of Europe

If I was slightly richer id think about moving to the poor parts of Europe, then all those sexy European people will want to date me.

i'm half way through the workday

Imo2 half way.

are you thinking about eastern europe (atm i recommend romania ukraine urss)
or southern europe (i liked spain most, but had better welcome in venezia, italy)
sexy poor grils mostly look for sexy rich gusy wich IS a shame but its wat it IS.

edit and edit 2 cause i spelled i am as ia m
spelled venezia wrong
multi quote power
half-way in the week the day the year
did anyone read the op where i am halfway in life ?

a rose's shadow is a lighter rose.

i had a dream last night
which i remembered waking up partly
'twas the fitfh in a year.

i was getting homejacked
which happended a few
weeks ago when i let
some homelss help
me open my door
which was shut
from the inside

i have lots of papers in my two rooms condo
and after panhadling cigarettes sunday all day and even checking out
the omo pride on saturday
i searched hard and found 200 euros in a pile of papers
an old gift you laugh about when you're rich
i bought cigs
then beers
then tomato sauce
and after 2 dayz of trying alchools
i have 150 left including
the cool hash i just bought :green:

i have plans :
as soon as this dumb bank understandss im rich
im going on a french island
or in columbia
(or back in india)

and forget about these uglies faces forever.





i m leaving babylon soon again

a few years ago
smelling the s..t i was in
i bravely started forming my own
cartel with harem, and palaces and jungles.
the road has been bumpy.

monkeys being intelligent enough
to fight in group
are dangerous.
elephants are big and heavy
meat heaters stink of death.