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Originally Posted by tarheelbluez
Yea thats the general Idea but I'm kinda scared to let go here for fear of trolls. I had it rough as a kid and didn't always make the right choices.
I figured it would be a growth process for me personally to write it down and I have had ideas to start a blog elsewhere . I seen a tweet about the start of the forum from PP and decided since my whole entire life has had poker and cards in it, why not do it here with my peers .
This isn't the easiest crowd in town to bare your soul to- Its gonna take cajones to do what I'm gonna do but the only way this is gonna work is If I spare no detail unless It can convict me .
First- I don't know 98% of you IRL . We all come from different backgrounds and lifestyles. In our world there is always gonna be that person in a weird situation or with tremendously bad or good luck . For me its a balance and I dont know which one because I'm so lucky to be naturally intelligent but emotionaly I was immature and was really bullied hard in school and abused physically by my drunk stepfather in the same time frame- I have a prehistory to that and an after history that talks about Juvenile hall- wilderness camp - 5 county jails- 9 diff prisons in two states - Its a lot to put down in a blog so it will be a process of time and emotions- I beg that my openness be taken to heart and there be no snideness or trolling from other members.
I want very bad to be rid of this tremendous weight on my heart and to continue evolving towards inner peace and harmony in my life.
I am not perfect - I can only be me and I am doing the best "Me" has ever done in "Real" life.
I have to say you have just inspired me so much. I think I'm going to start one of these 2 + 2 blogs myself, and also do a poker goals, and challenges thread as well.
Thank you, and good luck in your quest for inner peace.