It's probably time to let you guys know I'm still alive and still playing in Vegas
The last 2-3 week's (not sure how long it's been) have really challenged my mental game in life and in poker.
I'm gonna make a long story short as I'm in the middle of a session.
I had a (-$500) session at the 1/2/5 Big O in pavilion tonight already. The game was great, my backer is ok with how I played but the variance is annoying so I'm gonna grind it out in 1/3 for a few hours.
I've played a couple small tournaments. There was a 7pm nightly at Golden Nugget I played where I was crippled when my QQ got cracked by 83hh, then lost a race next hand AJo aipf to K7s.
Played the 10pm deepstack again but lost AK to AQ aipf 5mins into 3rd level.
I've mostly been playing cash, and also taking a lot of personal time.
I've been to the hospital twice this week as well. The first time was after hitting a 9 leg baseball parlay $7 to win $2200 which resulted in an altercation with the person I was living with where I was shoved into the doorway of an elevator. This caused my ribs to become bruised along with a gigantic bruise on my thigh.
A day later I was having severe pain and trouble breathin, and after spending the day in the ER they informed me that I have a abnormally large amount of ovarian cysts. Won't know how big of a deal that is until I see the doctor on the 2nd of July.
I probably missed a bunch of personal ****, but honestly I'm just focusing on poker. I'm playing well, and I'm also doing well outside of the couple bad days I've had.
Earlier this week I questioned humility because I was told the humble don't win. I no longer question it because I know it's wrong.
I Appreciate the advice, and I'm reading all the posts although I've not had time to respond. Hoping to be able to post more in the coming weeks as I have hopes that life will give me a break soon