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Old 12-03-2013, 07:51 AM   #276
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It's time. Scrape together $3k and a round trip plane ticket to Reading, PA and put all this **** behind you for good.

Breakthrough at Caron

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Old 12-03-2013, 07:58 AM   #277
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yea that's not gonna happen

my mental state is not good right now

to those saying I haven't really lost anything but a week or that they don't understand why i'm upset:

the previous breakup was easy because I was really fed up with her ****, and felt I didn't care about her that much. I realized during our breakup and the last week that that wasn't true. I really missed her and realized how much I loved her. Now, that's being ripped away from me and also finding out that it was based on a disgusting lie. like, the entire thing, not just the last crappy month we were together or whatever.

she's already with this guy. i got curious and drove by her house on the way to get some water because I couldn't sleep. she wasn't home. i know that's not good or healthy... I'm just going really insane here. I sent her a bunch of nasty messages.

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Old 12-03-2013, 09:46 AM   #278
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sounds like you are setting yourself up for a restraining order. srsly.
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Old 12-03-2013, 11:34 AM   #279
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I'm not gonna repeat that. I was having a bad night, i think
I've slept maybe 2 hours since this ****.

I'm gonna go scorched earth on this ***** though. **** it.
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Old 12-03-2013, 11:39 AM   #280
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Exhibit 793 of person solicits advice on 2 + 2 and does not follow it. You know the outcome of the other 792 cases too.
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Old 12-03-2013, 11:42 AM   #281
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It's really not as easy as it may seem to you.
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Old 12-03-2013, 11:46 AM   #282
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it is that easy though. Just cease all contact, and let the time pass. if you can make it one hour, you can make it one day. if you can make it one day, that's all you need to worry about. take it one day at a time, and eventually it will get better.

In the meantime, do anything to keep yourself busy and out of the house stewing. re-connect with old friends, spend time with family members. go volunteer somewhere. exercise. anything.
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Old 12-03-2013, 11:49 AM   #283
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Of course it isn't easy, that doesn't mean you're right.

The reason that the OPs ignored the advice in the other 792 cases was that it wasn't easy then either. They were still wrong.
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Old 12-03-2013, 12:13 PM   #284
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I'm not saying what i'm doing is right, i just really want to feel better and the only way i feel i can do that is if she's humiliated or feeling a fraction of what i am right now. But she won't lose a minute of sleep over this and she'll continue on her merry way and it just pisses me off so ****ing horribly.
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Old 12-03-2013, 12:18 PM   #285
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Find a saner way to feel better, like cutting yourself.
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Old 12-03-2013, 12:28 PM   #286
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It's really not as easy as it may seem to you.
Of course it's not easy. But it is being mature.

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I'm not saying what i'm doing is right, i just really want to feel better and the only way i feel i can do that is if she's humiliated or feeling a fraction of what i am right now. But she won't lose a minute of sleep over this and she'll continue on her merry way and it just pisses me off so ****ing horribly.
Do you see where this is leading? A never ending downward spiral.

Want to know how to feel better? Start realizing that you're in a good/improving place in life. Nothing she did can change that or reflect poorly on you. Only your actions matter. What she does (or did) only reflects on her. So she fooled you, big deal.
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Old 12-03-2013, 12:30 PM   #287
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I'm not saying what i'm doing is right, i just really want to feel better and the only way i feel i can do that is if she's humiliated or feeling a fraction of what i am right now. But she won't lose a minute of sleep over this and she'll continue on her merry way and it just pisses me off so ****ing horribly.
You'll feel better when you stop focusing on her and focus on yourself. There are a million great mindfulness books out there. Get one. She's nothing, why are you giving her power over you.
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Old 12-03-2013, 12:48 PM   #288
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Yea, i scheduled an emergency phone session with my therapist for tomorrow morning. He's gonna think I'm the biggest moron in the world after the last conversation we had.

Like I'm fully aware you guys are right I just don't feel completely in control of myself at the moment. I'm gonna take my grandma's advice and lay off girls for a while, she suggested 6 months of no dating but I think for now I'll do a month of no sex and see how it goes. Probably won't make it but it is a goal. Anyone I get involved with right now, sexually or otherwise, is going to be hurt by my baggage.

I do appreciate the comments, even though I know it's frustrating advising someone in a situation like this, because it seems like they aren't listening, but I am.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:00 PM   #289
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Def see the therapist. Great move.

During stressful times I have found that acupuncture was great. Not because of the acupuncture per se, but because it forced me to chill out and sit the **** still for an hour and get my mind at ease with some zen chill music in the background.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:01 PM   #290
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And yeah, get out and do some ****. Work out, go to movies, I don't know where you live but anything. Stay in motion. Spend less time on the internet than usual.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:10 PM   #291
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I'm not saying what i'm doing is right, i just really want to feel better and the only way i feel i can do that is if she's humiliated or feeling a fraction of what i am right now. But she won't lose a minute of sleep over this and she'll continue on her merry way and it just pisses me off so ****ing horribly.
Who gives a ****? Honestly?

You need to realize you are seriously immature and handling this like a child. There are 7+ billion people in this world and you probably have more potential than 99% of them. This chick is crazy, but just be happy you didn't get aids or something that would have ruined your life.

Right now is not the time to worry about her, at all. Stop caring that she is with another guy, stop caring about the time you spent together. Put 100% of your energy into making yourself a better person today than you were yesterday. Keep up with learning to be a software engineer. A lot of your unhappiness with your current situation is clearly because of financial reasons. If you continue down the path of becoming a software engineer, in 5 years you will be making 6 figures and laughing at all of the **** you got yourself into when you were a dumb broke kid.

Or you can say, "**** my future" and decide to humiliate and embarrass a girl that is already so low she is willing to bang dudes with STDs for $50. Maybe if you are lucky you will end up with a restraining order before she makes up some bull**** charge on you ala WVU vs. Amich and you are in front of some retard judge looking down on you and your lifestyle, basically flipping a coin on whether to give you a permanent charge and ruin your future so he can get to his favorite lunch spot on time.

Everything you do from here on out is on you.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:20 PM   #292
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I havent/am not going to do anything illegal
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:22 PM   #293
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Forget that ho.

Anything else is general idiocy. Let's change this thread title around and replace general idiocy with awesome self improvement or something.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:24 PM   #294
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I havent/am not going to do anything illegal
And when WVU had to show up to court because of the made up charge? Had he done anything illegal?

Stay away from crazy.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:33 PM   #295
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Well, hopefully that doesn't happen. Now i'm stressed about it.

I don't think she's cunning enough or motivated enough to do anything to damage me. The recent events may piss her off though.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:36 PM   #296
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Block her number. Heck, change your number or even your email address if you have to.
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Old 12-03-2013, 01:44 PM   #297
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Block her number. Heck, change your number or even your email address if you have to.
Make this your ring-back tone for her(if there is still such a thing as ring-back tones): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_3IZ7FPAug
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Old 12-03-2013, 02:07 PM   #298
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Was hoping that ringtone would be the Price is Right losing sound.
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Old 12-03-2013, 02:19 PM   #299
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Well, hopefully that doesn't happen. Now i'm stressed about it.

I don't think she's cunning enough or motivated enough to do anything to damage me. The recent events may piss her off though.
Quit while you are ahead and you are fine.
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Old 12-03-2013, 03:29 PM   #300
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Hey J,

I believe I'm in your area (westside LA?). If you ever just need to get out and grab a drink, let me know. Best of luck, keep writing, I admire your ability to lay your feelings out on paper.
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