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Old 07-08-2017, 04:03 PM   #2651
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Lol she's a little beyond the biological clock.
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Old 07-08-2017, 04:15 PM   #2652
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Be afraid...be very afraid.
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Old 07-08-2017, 07:26 PM   #2653
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She said she "really felt a connection" with me
While you were banging' her like a screen door in a hurricane...
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Old 07-09-2017, 08:57 AM   #2654
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The cougar doesn't want to date you.
This. She likes you probably. She sees that you are miserable right now and tries somehow to improve your mood. Same way like she would do with 20 other people from her social surrounding.

I had a story with 10 years younger guy. At no point in time I wanted to date him. Somewhen at the beginning we had a talk about each others life and so..... And I saw that he has no interest in whatever plans I have. So the situation was pretty clear for me. We were friends before sex-part started. He had few confusion points when I dated other guys. It dissipated pretty fast because I was absolutely not confused about what I want, my feelings and his feelings. We are now still friends although sex stopped about 6 month ago. Actually he is one of may be three people whom I completely trust in RL. And I feel connection with him although there is zero feelings about us ever becoming a couple.

Speak-up if you are not sure what is going on. Clarify the situation. Be kind and not confused.
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Old 07-09-2017, 10:08 AM   #2655
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This. She likes you probably. She sees that you are miserable right now and tries somehow to improve your mood. Same way like she would do with 20 other people from her social surrounding.
No.

Cougar wants a boy-toy on call.
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Old 07-09-2017, 01:16 PM   #2656
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No.

Cougar wants a boy-toy on call.
Totally possible.
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Old 07-09-2017, 04:28 PM   #2657
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Lapka,

Why'd you stop the sex? Surprised you stopped having sex but stayed friends.
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Old 07-09-2017, 04:59 PM   #2658
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Probably because for both of us priority of this sex was behind many other points in life. If I think now about it.... He knew that if he would have put some effort in he would get it, I knew the same and that led somehow to the situation where no one did put this effort in. The last time we tried somehow for few weeks to find a convenient for both time slot and then it somehow dissipated.

I am very different to MLYLT in this .

And about friends.... I think that because neither him no me felt rejected we could keep it. It is also not so that we hang out together every week, we don't even chat every week. But in case of problems he is one of the first people I contact. And I do also provide a helpline to him when he is in a bad place.
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Old 07-09-2017, 05:12 PM   #2659
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Lapka,

Interesting. I've had friends turn into friends with benefits, but never the other direction.
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Old 07-09-2017, 06:38 PM   #2660
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I am very different to MLYLT in this .
I knew there was something, but I just couldn't figure it out. Thanks.
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Old 07-09-2017, 06:54 PM   #2661
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She also wants to take me to mexico
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Old 07-09-2017, 07:20 PM   #2662
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Yup, boytoy slave.
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Old 07-09-2017, 08:01 PM   #2663
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J,

Mexico trip with cougar sounds like just the kind of diversion you need. (Seriously!) Though I guess maybe less fun if you can't drink.
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Old 07-10-2017, 07:05 AM   #2664
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She also wants to take me to mexico
Talk with her.

I mean it is obvious that you kind of uncomfortable with the situation. What good can come out of it for you or for her if you are plain uncomfortable?
Don't do any travelling with her if you have only sex between you both. You have at least to somehow like a person to spent few days around her. Don't do it if it is significant amount of money for her. If she pays a lot she is going to expect to get something from it. Until you know exactly what she expects and if you can and want to deliver it, I would so stay away from this situation.
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Old 07-10-2017, 12:21 PM   #2665
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she's okay company, attractive, and the sex is good, but i dont know about spending multiple days alone with her. In the morning I usually bail very quickly. i don't think she likes it lol
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Old 07-10-2017, 09:53 PM   #2666
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Today I've been in so much pain and discomfort. I'm really trying hard not to feel sorry for myself and stay positive but I feel like this is the worst **** ever, and I feel like I'm never going to get better

Maybe I should be glad this didn't happen during the school quarter
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Old 07-11-2017, 03:07 AM   #2667
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Oh my god i'm at cougar's house and her son came home randomly so I had to go hide. I'm literally hiding in her home right now. He's my age lol
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Old 07-11-2017, 03:27 AM   #2668
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Oh my god i'm at cougar's house and her son came home randomly so I had to go hide. I'm literally hiding in her home right now. He's my age lol
One of my college friends was tutoring a 17yo who he thought he was hot for, but ended up with her mother. The mother was married and had other kids my friends age (like 23 at the time). It eventually was a big mess. Something like right where you are now happened. It didn't come to blows, but it was close. This woman isn't married is she?

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Old 07-11-2017, 04:12 AM   #2669
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Oh my god i'm at cougar's house and her son came home randomly so I had to go hide. I'm literally hiding in her home right now. He's my age lol

jmakin you can't say this and not tell us exactly where you were hiding. Were you in a closet? Under a bed? Hopefully it's not something as boring as just another room.




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Interesting. I've had friends turn into friends with benefits, but never the other direction.
Why do you think that is? Does the nature of the relationship always change for you such that it's just not possible to go back to being friends? Does it always have something to do with the reason why the FWB status changes? Something like you or they started seeing someone else which stopped the FWB status, and one of you felt uncomfortable maintaining a friendship given the FWB history?

Curious because my experience is the opposite. I am friends or at least friendly with all previous FWBs. Is it safe to assume you are at least friendly with some % of former FWB but just not actual friends with any of them?
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Old 07-11-2017, 04:26 AM   #2670
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I'm pretty sure he just never stops the benefits part
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Old 07-11-2017, 05:40 AM   #2671
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One of my college friends was tutoring a 17yo who he thought he was hot for, but ended up with her mother. The mother was married and had other kids my friends age (like 23 at the time). It eventually was a big mess. Something like right where you are now happened. It didn't come to blows, but it was close. This woman isn't married is she?

GL.
lol no she's not married. i wouldn't get into something like that for this long.

I hid in a bathroom. we had sex and she was really loud but insisted he couldnt hear us 0_0
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Old 07-11-2017, 05:47 AM   #2672
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I still can't shake this feeling that I'm going to die soon. On the way home from cougar's house I nearly got in a car wreck.

I approach an intersection and the light turns green and I didn't need to slow down much to head through it. I don't know why, but I got a weird sense like I shouldn't blow through the green right away, so I hit the brakes just a tad and looked to my left for anyone running the light (an old, paranoid habit I picked up in driving school).
A minivan blew through the red light and went past me going about 60-70mph. It got so close to the front of my car that i felt the air shake my car as it went past. It had to be inches. if it had hit me I have no doubt that I would have died.

i just really feel like I'm going to die soon, whether by disease, accident, or maybe i'll finally go crazy and off myself. it just seems close, like this really intense sense of doom.
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Old 07-11-2017, 06:33 AM   #2673
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That's pretty irrational
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Old 07-11-2017, 06:39 AM   #2674
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About 20% of the time when i eat i feel like i'm having a heart attack. Today I felt like I was being stabbed in the gut for several hours. For the last two weeks I haven't been able to take a full breath without coughing. It's not irrational
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Old 07-11-2017, 10:40 AM   #2675
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JM,

think this thought to the end. Assuming you are right and you have left to live 3 month. What does it mean for you now besides getting completely angry and frantically trying to avoid it? How do you wanna spent this 3 month? I mean clearly you wouldn't want to put money aside But what else? Fk to no limit everything that comes your way? Drink and game yourself into oblivion? (And my question is completely non-judgmental. I have my answer for me to this and it includes taking hard drugs.) Make amends with people? Try to leave some positive impact on this earth?

Make your peace with having limited time on this earth.
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