Hello, fellow 2+2ers, my name is Javier and I'm from Argentina. I used to play poker in the good old days and made some money from it. Now I'm 30 and my life has no apparent direction: I jump from depression into happiness randomly but most of the time I'm sad; a corrosive nostalgia chases me.
I have no superior education and I'm really struggling to find a job -it's been like this for the last... 10 years- that suits my strengths (foreign languages, I speak 5 at a good level).
I think about ending my life somedays but I know I'd never do it. I live with my parents, who support me and I really appreciate it since they're open enough to understand I have a problem of some sort.
I feel, like many others, I have a lot of potential, but so far I never lived up to it.
I choose to blindly believe I'm gonna get my life on track someday and I'll be able to exploit my abilities and be happy, but right now life's between 4To and 9Js (with 10 BB's).
My hobbies are: sports (soccer and tennis), science, philosophy, foreign languages and music.
I'm gonna leave a masterpiece by Liszt and also say I'm open to advice; I truly want to change my life.
https://youtu.be/KpOtuoHL45Y