Account update got a couple more hours in.. Account balance is $18.25 after alittle variance. I went down to 13 ish than back up. The little bit of rake I get helps a lot. When I play I try to play every table. To get that rakeback. Only the penny tables. I was playing bad and still won some today.

Well there isn't many penny tables running right now. There is only 3 nickels table. That what I got to look forward too after the penny slot. I have a feeling I am just going to add the nickels to my daily grind of the penny table.

Account update $19.92. I got a couple regs to tilt today. It was kinda funny. I tilted the one guy. I would just jamm his 3 bet cuz I knew he was weak. I folded a lot to his 3bets. He trying to pressure me cuz I was playing so many tables. He started calling my jams with worst hands then I would jamm with.

I need a poker tracker. I am going to hopefully get one soon. Hopefully. I lose in a lot of spots just cuz of no info on the guy. I would probably play a lot better if I play less tables. I am pretty much growing my bankroll with the rackback.

Decided to take a shot at the nickel table. They was only 6 running. I didn't do to bad but I really not rolled for them. Going to stay cuz 6 was better. I felt like I had a good feel for every table not just some.

Account balance after 3 hour of grinding is $20.97. Most of it was 18 to 15 tables of penny tables. I'm not sure if ACR has a table limit. I thought it said 10 or 12 tables somewhere. I don't have problems running 18 tables and would run more if I could. There isn't any more penny tables then 18. normally a lot less on ACR.

The nickel tables will give me more time to read. Seems like I should be able to make a lot more profit and rake on the tables too. We will see. I still feel like I can go broke any day now.

Well I didn't play yesterday but played sunday. I was doing good then I got bad beats on every table. I lost 6 dollars in a matter of couple minutes. I was playing the penny tables. I was bouncing from 16 to 18 tables.

My account is at $18.98. My high point so far is around 23. I decided to play less tables. That way I can make some better reads. I play so many tables for rakeback but I think it isn't worth it.

I did talk alittle crap when I got bad beats. The one was pretty nasty. I had aq off in the bb on a 6 max cash. Guy been raising my bb everytime and he always does. He plays 2 table and just raises every other hand. So I call. The flop was j 10 4 rainbow I check, he bets, I call, the turn a 4, I check, he bets, I put him allin for allittle more. He had to call. He turn over q9 off. The river was an 8. I felt like I made a good play at the time but now I think I should of folded the turn or atleast come out betting.

I be making plays like this while playing 15 table or more and with out a poker tracker. That the main reason why I decided to play less tables I like to think deeper about hands. You only get about 3 seconds a turn or you going to time out.

I lost a lot yesterday. Mainly because I played 4 or 5 Mtts and a couple sitngoes. I think I am around the $10 mark. I am just going to stick to playing as many tables as possible of cash. It has been working out so far.

Plus I am pretty sure I am a break end or slightly winning micro to low stakes cash player and a big mtt loser. I seem to do good at sitngoes just no volume in them. To me sitngoes are super boring.

I really don't know just started tracking my poker about a year or so ago on bovada. My merge account says I have a 25.9 roi and a abi of 2.22. Only 400 games. I thought I lost on mtts I guess the sportsbook was my down fall then.

My acr account is pretty easy I remember every dollar just about. I got a -12.9 roi with an abi of 0.23. 26 games. I just deposit 100 a year or 2 ago. I grinded for a while with my first and only rakeback deal I have ever had. I felt like the site was very poor for a lot of reason so. I verified my account to withdraw and then lost all my money taking a shot at the max I could play. I think it was only 1/2 nl but went broke.

They then sent me $5 a little while later thats when I started this blog. So I am down a bit on wpn but going to change that.

My fulltilt is pretty bad it is -1% roi with $3.48 abi and 492 games. My pokerstars account is in really bad that has all the big buyin tourney probably down 10 k or something on ps. I havn't played there since the lock down

Account update $9.09

Well think I am going to give up on the online poker and start a live bankroll. I went broke allittle bit ago on ACR. It was pretty much on purpose. I was talking a lot of crap to everyone. Only one person said anything to me. Bunch of bots on there. It will take me a lot of time to build a bankroll on ACR.

There isn't any traffic and I don't really think they are a legit company. Seems just like absolute poker. I have seen thousands of hands in the last couple weeks and it seems the software is rigged for rake for sure. I really don't see why anybody plays here. All the signs are there.

I wish I would of put a different title on my blog cuz I really don't want to type in here any more cuz of my title. I still have some rakeback on ACR but I uninstalled that s*** any way. A very unprofessional company. I guess a lot of people feel that way that's why there isn't any traffic.

Thanks to my good of buddy niss. I got a new name for my blog woohoo. Thanks buddy. Now I can talk about what ever.

I have been thinking about making a live bankroll for sometime. I have played live at casino about 20 to 30 times. Probably bout half of the time I had someone else with me and they always wanted to leave after couple hours.

I use to play at a couple buddies houses but they no longer invite me. I even offered to pay them to invite me. The problem is that I cut into there win-rate and sometimes I will be the reason why they loss. Most the people in home games just see it on tv and have no clue what they are doing. I played for about 2 years or so in the home game. I only lost once that I can remember and it was because I was on life tilt. I lost 300 in a .25/.50 game in under a couple hours.

I normal don't tilt live but online I tilt a lot. If I play tons of tables online than it is harder to tilt cuz I don't see a lot of the bad bets. Live poker has a ton more things to watch or pay attention too. I don't get bored to much live. I love playing with the chips and being able to stare at someone to figure them out. Yea Im a weirdo. The only down fall is all the people. I do not communicate very good so I choose not to talk at the table. This another reason why nobody invites me. Everyone thinks Im a weirdo.

I think 2k should be enough to play 1/2. If I lose the 2k than I can't win at that level. That's about 10 buyins.

you got it brother

Well it is cold out. It is like -6 or something. I have decided to make 2 bankrolls. My live bankroll and my online bankroll. I will play 2k live and keep track. I did already deposit on bovada $300. I decided on $600 for online bankroll but doing it in 2 deposits. My hope is that they offer a reload bonus.

I decided to take a chance and play on line. I have been on bodog/bovada for a very long time. I think it was the 4th or 5th site I played on. I have played on probably 25 to 30 different sites over the years.

I just noticed the other day while looking over some of my stats. I have only been playing micro stakes since the lock down of ftp and ps. I have not really takin my poker play seriously since then. Just do it for fun. Before the lock down I was on a 10 to 15k down swing over a 3 year period. I have been pretty much just learning about poker. Now it is time to try to get my money back. I have been winning last year and half or so playing .02/.05 and .05/.10on bovada 4 tabling cash.

I would watch the finals table a lot. I was on bovada and they are starting to get big and have some good tournments which I love. I have already won some satties for this weekend. I been playing .10/.25 cash but I have a max table limit of 4. I count the tourney too. Any more than 4 and I loss value I think. My best result so far was 150 out of 1176 for a min cash. lol hope I can do better than that.

Side note think I got to sign another year lease or move.

The sites I have played on.....
Betfred
Pokerstars
Partypoker
Paradise poker
Fulltilt poker
Juicey Stakes
Carbon Poker
Sportsbook
Bodog
Bovada
Betonline
Absolute poker
Ultimate bet
and a euro site I can't remember.


So I geuss it wasn't 25 but 14. I am a loser on everyone one but bovada and betfred. Betfred was my first site I liked and they had these sitngoes that I did good in. If you placed in the money or got 1st so many times you got a big bonus. I hit the bonus on the 60 dollar one couple times than they stop let us people play there. That when I went to ftp then stars. Than depression.

Well I bombed a bunch of tourney today but made it back on the cash tables. Ended up being down $6 bucks today. I also noticed a big leak in my game today. I have always played multiple table when online.

I have decided to just play one. Just like in the casino. I watch a person on twitch and you tube and they play one table and just crush people. Well I did that today on cash. I felt like everyone was scared to play me unless they had the nuts. One guy even called me a bot.

When I was on stars and ftp I was playing like 20 mtts everyday plus working 6 days a weeks. I was not having much fun but I wanted to be a pro. I thought all I needed is one big score. What a fish I am

I am feeling very alone in this world now a days. I am at a point where I got to start to think about the future. Think this is what people call a mid life crisis. I have been thinking a lot about what I really want out of life.

I have only couple family members and they are all f***ed in one way or the other. I only talk to my little brother and his daughter. He is a completely different person than me. We get along but he just got out of prison a year ago after doing 4 years for drug sells. He is on a different level of thinking. Still nice to have him around. He lives with me right now.

What has ben bugging me is that I want a family but seems like nobody else in this world wants this. Every girl I like or get along with got issues. Like can't be with only one man. Seems now days girl seems to be turning into men. Most men try to screw as many females as they can. Even after marriage. Well I am the opposite. All I want is a loving wife that truly cares. I find women like this but they are always married to a cheater or abusive husband.

I lose girl interest pretty quick most the time cuz they just want to go and f***. I do not find it fun to f*** a stranger. My last girl friend even called me gay. I am not gay. She was married and I have deep love for this girl that she doesn't understand. Nobody understands me. That why I feel alone in this world.

I love this girl so much that I felt like I needed to stop talking to her to move on in life. Well it didn't work. I still dream about her. I think about her more than anything else. I last talked to her 3 years ago.

I first meet this girl back in middle school. I instantly knew she was a girl you can't make a wife. I enjoy being around her and we dated for a little than she just moved to another town and married this dude she is with now. She has told me herself that she has cheated on everyone of her boyfriends.

She always knew how to get ahold of me cuz my older brother married her sister. I talked to her on and off for 10 years. She than showed up at my door step wanting a relationship with me. She was still married and her husband was sending her money. Instead of being up front with her I decided to just ride it out. I knew she would go back. I really didn't leave her a choose. I have judged this girl so much that I now feel like I screwed up something that I really wanted. Still want even tho I told her to stop talking to me. She thinks I hate her and will not talk to me. Maybe moving and meeting new will help.

I been grinding on bovada all day. I am down a little mostly cuz of a cooler I got into on the 1/2 nl 6max. I been just one tabling it. I have noticed That I play better. People respect me more on the table. Probably cuz I play better.

I play only 25nl and higher now. I got to adjust a bit. I been playing 2nl and 5nl for a minute now. It seems like the skill level is about the same. Bunch of players worse than me. That's always good.

I still have a lot to learn.

2015 almost over woohoo. Second year in a row that I will make a profit playing poker. I have been working really hard on my game. I still not good just better.

I got big plans next year for my poker. I plan on being a legend on blackchip poker. I really got nothing better to do. I played over million hands this year. I got pt4 and been tracking my play on wpn for a while now. I lost about 1800 on there after 200 k hands.