I have been a mild degenerate for all my life, sometimes i have took it far, sometimes not that far.
I think somewhere deep down inside is a very decent human being, but most of the time there is this arrogant narcissist ******* just not caring in general and thinking everyone else is meant to make my life more comfortable.
"Because you are addicted to the way you feel every ****ing second of the day!" What a nice qoute from movie Burnt.
Anyway, i think my alcohol consumption is connected to my inability to stay alone with the thoughts in my head.
P.S. This blog is going to be pretty much a random spew whenever i feel like it. I might involve some poker stuff, i might not.
I am also keeping alive a thread in here, but that's meant only for Fridays. Or not.
http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/62...-fred-1631605/

What matters the most
Is something we don't appreciate
All the things from my head
Flow into the abyss
I leave this reality i travel into realm
Where smile is contagious
And everyone shares

There is still some pu$$y inside of me, i need to weed that back out and return to liftin em
Do you even bros?
I am sick everyday, now doctor gave me a prescription lol