Lover959 "Man this song gets me... I got this.. I'm ok"
I don’t know why I just read this whole thread. But it’s painful. You are not an advantage player in anyway. You have no emotional or self control. It doesn’t matter if you understand the math of any game. Your personality type is exactly how casinos and professional poker players make their money. Stop gambling ban yourself from all casinos. It will take years of saving to get you back on track.