Dragon ***** "You had almost 3k on Thanksgiving. Mehh.. You get paid this week"
Lover959 "Ahhh ..... none of November bills paid"
Dragon ***** "You will have enough. You want me to help you get laid or not! Be a man already. Don't call your mom, sister and brother crying like you did 2 weeks ago!! This ends today!! They didn't give you money. Your on your own. You have seen mofos sleeping in their car. What makes you special!"
Last edited by Stormtrooper97; 12-05-2017 at 10:04 AM.
Dragon ***** "Ok calm dow... We are here. This is a good day so far. You got $15 comp at Smash Burger and you got $70 on your card... Just enjoy. I'll teach you how to gamble . Just follow my lead.
Dragon ***** "You going to run that $70 through quarter VP. Nothing more! Then walk around a little, get a rum and coke, play a few spins of walking dead (min bet) and Game of Throwns (min bet). I know you like those game. Then I'll teach how to play poker. It's all about having fun without destroying yourself
Lover959 "Yeah!! Yeah!! I like this new philosophy! I can't do the abstinence thing"
Dragon ***** "Drug, Sex and Rock and Roll in moderation"
Lover959 "Yeah.. Yeah..."
Last edited by Stormtrooper97; 12-09-2017 at 01:30 PM.
Brains are funny things, working like pretty much deterministic machines. I remember this feeling "I need someone to hug me adn say that they like me....." had always its peaks after a bigger losses. Not to feel this desperate loneliness is already worth it to get grip on that.
You need something to break this routine. Can you go into Army? Or, I don't know..... Sell everything, walk from everything away and go live for a year or two somewhere in the tropic forest? Some radical change.