Crisis day 1 hour 1

Lover959 "Nigtmares and sweats all night. I should pay my electric and water"

Newday "The defaulted HOA dues. They will ban you from pool."

Lover959 "What am I behind about $90. I also got a loan payment due to that property loan shark company"

Newday "You really should fast until your next paycheck. You could afford to lose 15 to 20lbs. Try to live on $50 groceries for next week. No eating out. Not once"

Lover959 "Should I call my mortgage and tell them I'm going to be late or just pay late with late fee? Valerie said to call."

Newday "Your Jeep is low on oil"

Lover959 "I'm going to make some coffee"

Lover959 "I need to order new contacts. That's another $80"

Newday "Wear your glasses."

Lover959 " The buffet at Choctaw was a lot better than Winstar"

Newday "A little better. I can't believe you ran back in there after you could not ban yourself last night"

Lover959 "I was hungry and it was free"

Newday "I hope you don't go back. ****ing gaming commission. What a crock"

Lover959 "Winstar let me do it on the spot. I guess have to go before the tribal leaders and plead my case. It's their nation land. I guess they can do whatever the **** they want. Do they have their own prisons? I know they have their own police."

Newday "Maybe the Tribal Council will burn you at the stake when you go before the gaming commission. It's just a ****ing form. You take to one little office in person during the week!"

Lover959 "Look. I don't want to be in Tribal Prison if the elders don't like me at the tribunal. Maybe their prisons are like Mexico. I don't think I can ban myself from Choctaw"

Crisis day 1 hour 2

Newday "You going back to sleep? I thought you were going to work out, clean, and work on projects? You told Valerie"

Lover959 "Hard to function"

Wear the glasses, do some freegan stuff - that is cool, good for environment and good for your money, why do you have a Jeep - big cars are for dudes with small dick, it is bad for environment and generally uncool.

Call the mortgage company, call electric and water companies and try to negotiate.

Lover959 "Dang I'm out of bananas. I like honey and bananas with my Cheerios"

Newday "Wonder if you could live on bananas for a week"

Lover959 "I'm going to buying a lot of rice and beans. I know you can live on that."

Crises day 1 hour 7

Center for Spiritual Development

Newday "You are going to sit here for 2 hours until meeting"

Lover959 "Yes. Pray and Meditate"

Newday "Well ok, you have not done much today and you went out to eat"

Lover959 "I'm traumatized"

Newday "That Milf shot you down at Chipolte"

Lover959 "Too bad.. I was having visions of her and her daughter moving in with me"

Newday "Well you were not the only one hounding her"

Lover959 "She was looker. Her daughter had the 'don't give them our number' memorized. If I was in Vegas I would asked her to marry me"

Newday "You spoke to her 5 min"

Lover959 "Who gives a ****"

Newday "She told you she was not married"

Lover958 "Yeah! I thought that was my queue?!"

Newday "I don't know if you are going to make it the next 2 weeks. Your oil is really low and you are acting like a fool"

Lover959 "Shut up... I'm trying to meditate"

Newday "You ordered a fountain drink and a bud light"

Lover959 "AC turned up in here. I may walk around outside"

Newday "I think sex addicts meeting starts soon and they are coming in. You are going to look weird roaming around"

Lover959 "I should of gone to Barnes and Noble."

Newday "Actually this is nice. I like this center. It's like a meeting house"

Lover959 "Maybe Kate will be here soon. She drives from BFE"

Newday "This working for her. She has been thriving for years now"

Lover959 "Look at all these books"

Newday "Nice open lighting in the main room. This really is an uplifting place"

Lover959 "Yeah. I always feel positive when I first drive up and walk in"

Newday "This is all funded by donations. Addiction is a big deal. I heard a famous ER physician blame addiction for most of societies problems"

Lover959 "He also gave reason why people are addicted. Cant recall. That was a good lecture/podcast. I have to find that and post up in here"

Newday "Hey go be fool again and ask the sexy girl picking out informational pamphlets for her numbers"

Lover959 "Crazy girls have the best sex"

Newday "Why are you just sitting in lobby. You waiting for someone to walk up and talk to you"

Lover959 "I don't know. This coach by the big window is comforting"

Crisis day 2

The Hood - Payday Loans!! Check cashing Here!!

Newday "**** this is a rough area. You going to have to come here every 2 weeks and make your payments"

Payday Counter Help "ok I just need references now"

Lover959 "Where are you from? Hablas Espanol"

Newday "Holy **** ... ***** calling all those numbers"

Payday Counter Help "I can't tell you who I am. This is just for reference Lover959"

Sister "Hell no!"

Lover959 "They usually don't call! Unless I default"

Newday "Wtf"

Lover959 "Tom .. Tom can I use you as reference"

Tom "Jeez ... Payday loan ... Ok"

Payday Counter Help "I need one more"

Phone Blowing Up
Sister (text ) "What the **** is going on?!! That ***** so unprofessional "

Lover959 "I'll give them Ronald"

Newday "No!"

Payday Counter Help "You can think of somebody and bring back tomorrow. We are closing."

She hands over denial paperwork

Newday "**** .. I don't want to come back in this dump tomorrow"

Phone blowing up

(Text)
Sister "What do you need money for!?"

(Text)
Lover959 "Not for gambling. I banned myself!"
Pic sent of Winstar paperwork

Newday "You also sent pic of your premier players card and ID..wtf"

Lover959 "**** I need a drink. Bud light please"

Blue Fish Bartender "You want to start a tab"

Newday "No thanks. Just the 1 beer"

Lover959 "That was surreal... I could not believe she picked up phone and started dialing without even asking!!"

Newday "You just stood there with your jaw dropped"

Lover959 "Maybe Valerie will be a reference?"

Newday "That place was hardcore! I'm not going back! Your on your own"

You're Still Breathing

Lover959 "Another ****ty day. How bad can it get?!"

Newday "You're still breathing. You need a pep talk"

Durant, OK

Newday "That was a fun 2 days.. You relived 46 years of trauma in the last 48 hours.

Packing bags...
Lover959 "Well that ****ing tribal gaming commission is open today so I'm going to kill that ****ing dragon. She ain't getting away this time!

Security desk "Hello... How may I help you..

Lover959 "Sir... I need to know where the gaming commission office is. I need to exclude myself"

Security desk "You going to go out this building and drive all the way towards the back, and then you go up this dirt road, and you can't go up this road but if you go across the street, there is a little building. It's located there.

Lover959 "Where the **** is this place?!!"

Newday "Dont give up ... Keep on driving. You going kill this *****"

Lover959 "Look all those gravel roads... I'm going to pop a tire.. I don't see a gaming commission. I see a Choctaw daycare, Choctaw land management, Choctaw human resources ....... Sigh.................................

Las Colinas, TX

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Lover959 "They have an adult's only section at Choctaw pool. I like that"

Ronald (Staker) "Stay away from OK. Those ******* are up to know damn good"

Lover959 "Nah.. We are our own worst enemies. Those ******** did not own Bovada or Ignition"

Saturday

Lover959 "I'm jonesen for some poker"

Newday "Now you want to play. You got $200 to you name. That 20k would of been good bankroll for 2-5 three months ago"

Lover959 "I got 4K coming in next week"

Newday "You have not paid one single bill this month and your rolling 2 payday loans. One for 2k"

You should really not play poker but if you can't help yourself you should go to a rake free card room. There is one in plano and more opening soon. Don't go to the casino.

I'm broke now but you want to got get some coffee talk poker, life, finance, philosophy. I like talking business.

How about Addison

Heading out to Addison. May go to La Ventana and drink a Tecate or smth

****ing too hot to drive. I'm hanging in Walmart. Boston's across street. May check out bar. Although bartenders can be rude there. They always have sports running tho. May get a beer and appetizer.

Settled on Boston's Las Colinas

Nice dark and cool, 4 giant high def flat screens at bar, great selection of appetizers (Bacon Wrapped Steak Skewers, Pepperoni Stuff Twist Bread)

I actually still need to go to sleep after a long night playing poker.

That's cool. I'm on my second rum and coke talking cars and life with a couple of bar rats. I'm cool.