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Originally Posted by La Peste
Roland to be honest, I think your game has a lot of holes in it. Not trying to be a jerk, but by no means do I think you are a winning player anymore. I think you need to retool your game. Also scale back on the number of tables.
No I don't think you are trying to be a jerk but I do think your trying to inflate your ego. I'll be the first to admit my game has leaks and I have been resting on my laurels for years. ( I have made many posts in the past about how I no longer strive to reach the high stakes I used to beat in the years past) That is a far stretch from saying I can no longer beat the game however, an especially audacious claim considering I've played what 300-400 hands with you total? (same goes with you daq) both of you guys have been first to try and bad mouth me for months and I find it rather petty especially considering the circumstances.
I really wished I didn't post earlier as I have never been one to do so on previous downswings. The one ****ty thing about doing this whole poker thing is that you have no one to bitch to because no one understands what is we do. I just reached a boiling point and decided to reach out which was foolish because I knew the hand waving that would ensue (which is why I was so gruff in my op in attempt to head that off). I know my game needs some retooling (really reassing should never stop and perhaps that the lesson I need to learn out of this). That I can no longer look at the computer as atm machine and I will either have to "try" again or hang em up. I have been pretty upfront about how I lost my love for this game a long time ago unfortunately I need to keep playing until I find a job.
With all that said I do KNOW that this has more to do with variance than it does with my leaks. If I were to be honest with myself my expectation through these last 125,000 hands or so has dropped to about 0.5BB but thats a far cry from where I have been running.
Let the you suck and are deluding yourself continue.....