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Originally Posted by LazyArcher
..... I used to play 30 hours a week (2005ish), 2/5 and 5/10. I did pretty good, but in the long run could have made as much waiting tables at Applebees.....
Now, with more free time, I want to play recreationally every once in a while (while still trying to beat 2-3bb/hr). I've played a grand total of 3 times in the last month or two. My last session, I played a couple too many marginal hands and tilted off a buy-in after making a dumb, unnecessary play. Now I'm afraid that if I sit at a 2/5 game again, and have another loss, my chart could go into the negative -- and for someone that used to take the game too seriously, that would be soul-crushing.
My question: How do you come back from a live loss? What do you do when your winnings are in jeopardy of going negative?
Also, I'm very aware of the swings involved in this game, and my 3 sessions and hours played are the tiniest sample size ever, but I'm asking about mental state. Is there anything you do to psych yourself up, or calm yourself down after a loss?
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Yes, there is: learn to think in the long term. And
accept that you
will make mistakes, and that you
will have downswings.
For someone who "used to play 30 hours/week", and is "very aware of the swings involved in this game", your response to one losing 4-hour session (after two winning ones), seems puzzlingly naïve.
Dividing your poker results into sessions is an artificial division, anyway.
1 hour or 4 hours or 9 hours of game play is nothing. $500 is one buyin at 2/5, and is nothing. You might as well look at your $ results for every ten minute segment, or every hand.
When you played 30 hours a week back in 2005, are you saying that you never had a losing session? Or never made a couple of expensive mistakes? Or never, ever, ever tilted?
Even if you are (or should be) a long-term winning player, if you cannot deal with the reality of variance, and with the very real possibility that you could lose a few thousand $, even though playing well, and "go negative" (for this stage of your life in poker), you need to find another hobby.
Really, if you're going to play much, learning to control your mind and emotions, so as to play your A game as close to 100% of the time, is much more critical to success in modern poker than is knowing the odds and tactics. (As you move up in stakes, most everyone knows the odds and tactics.) And dealing with downswings, and with your own inevitable errors, is a huge part of this mental conditioning. There are lots of good poker books on this aspect of the game.
Keep your mind on the long run. Worry about individual hands, NOT individual sessions. Don't play beyond what you can afford, and don't fixate on your dollar results until you've built up at least a thousand hours (which is still a
very small sample size). Learn from your mistakes: try to identify not only what you did wrong (that's usually the easy part), but
why you did it. Forgive yourself for them, and try not to repeat them.
Think long-term, and think forward, and remember that every hand is a new deal....