It's actually not that bad, I looked at it. I think playing heads up the rake is tough, but with five or more players it seems fine. It's a swingy game, and I think I just need to stay focused and adjust to the players. There are a number of very aggressive, experienced (but not necessarily great) regulars, and many will give excessive action to try to tilt opponents. Adjustment is everything -- for example, I lost a hand to a player yesterday where he raised third with a 7 showing, I raised with split queens, he called, caught a deuce on 4th and raised my bet. I then called 5th and 6th as neither of us visibly improved. River checked through and he took the pot with sevens and deuces v. unimproved queens. These are good spots for me, and I just need to focus on picking good spots and playing well on later streets. Overall, I'm up about 100bb in this game over+- 20 hours of play since this post, which is decent. But I honestly don't feel like I'm winning
due to the ups and downs -- even though I am overall.