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Originally Posted by Berndsen12
Hello 2+2, as there has been many speculation concerning this issue I feel like its time for a public statement from me.
The current situation is that i have significant lower amount of liferoll then the money I owe, i've had contact with the people involved and we agreed that i would grind with the money i currently have, and will make payments to them untill the debt is gone.
What happened is that while i owed a lot of money, i went on an enourmous life tilt where i tilted my entire life-roll away. Leaving me with a lot of debt and barely any money. I want to be clear that i never loaned any money when i didnt have more, or equall money behind. Nor any reason to think i would not be able to pay back. As I owe almost all the money to close friends, i would never intentionally screw them over. I just made one giant mistake. However i do take full responsibility for what happened, and will do everything in my power to make it right. Also in hind-sight, i might have thought to little of some of the debts, and should have made more effort to pay them back earlier, when i still had the money. Owing this much is just never a good idea.
Also i want to be clear I'm not trying to make excuses, or trying to victimize myself.
Sincerely,
Berndsen12
As I think we've spoken about a little before in some games, I think part of the reason you are so tilted is due to the Dutch tax regulations. Even when you crushed the biggest games at the start of the year, you did so without a care because you couldn't really make the most of the cash or move up systematically due to the Dutch law. That could have been mis-reported but iirc it was from an interview with you.
Anyways, I would suggest that if that issue affects you that much, relocate where that will no longer be a worry.
If relocation isn't possible, remember 50-70% of something is still enough to have a sick life. Get your debts paid off as soon as possible (but playing within br limits - you owe it to them not to bust) and start again on your own. When you win, buy some things and enjoy the money, don't just move up. Eventually you'll realise that poker is just a job and you'll enjoy winning and have no desire to gamble. At least that's the hope.
Hope it goes well, for everybody's sake.