Breakthrough
So this is my SNG graph this year. In the past 5 days, I'm on nearly a 6k downer from my peak, playing $60-$200 9's, 18's, and Fifty's. At first it was a pretty rough reckoning for me. I actually took the first -1.5k day pretty well, but losing another 1.7 and then another 2.5 today was really disappointing for me.
Most of HS SNG's is about practicing perfect ICM and trying to stay on the good end of variance. My ICM is nowhere near perfect (it's about 70% I'd say since I mix so many games), but I do have a postflop and preflop edge on almost all of the regulars at the $60-$200's. I also see a lot of them make a lot of mistakes so it has been frustrating for me to be such a slave to card distribution and variance.
After my session ended terribly with a lot of "run bad" and bubbles, I had a quick call with my mentor/guru Bigbluffzinc. Initially I was calling him to vent and complain about SNG's. He plays like $200+ 6m hypers and manages a big MTT stable so he's very well grounded. This time I went to the bathroom, came back, heard his wisdom for a bit, and I was done venting. I didn't feel like it was worth any negative energy.
I was about to quit the SNE hunt until I talked to BBZ. I'm putting in 4k+ VPP days consistently now so SNE is definitely attainable. Doing so will require me to simply put my nose on the grindstone without checking ev balances, graphs, or Sharkscopes. People like Pompeii, Claydol, Ruse, Jdawg, and others on 2+2 have shown me that if I want it, I can achieve it.
So today is the day I've decided to become a Supernova Elite. I'm going to keep burning the pace without complaining about downswings. I make enough in MTT's, I'm still up on SNG's for the year after RB, and I'm getting coaching from one of the best SNG players in the world! Plus I met my dream wifey last month and I'm settling in Seoul, truly happy for the first time in a long time.
No more complaints. It starts and ends with me. I'm not allowed any negativity until I perfect my ICM in all my SNG games. Once I do that, I will continue with my yoga and meditation . It's time to focus on being happy and healthy in 2014.
And right after I came to this epiphany, I shipped the 109 Turbo for 10.4k after getting 8th in the Hot 44 yesterday. If BBZ hadn't been available for that Skype call, I would have stopped registering prior to the Big 55 and never loaded those games!
Our first date was the waffle house:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQ-3XI4o88c
Last edited by jjyykk; 03-06-2014 at 10:02 PM.