Life update:
I'm currently back home (3 hour journey) from london visiting my family and seeing friends.
Unfortuantly it seems i have the super lag bug with stars on my PC here and can't seem to find a way to fix it i run everything on low and updated all drivers, and use carbon theme, if anyone has any ideas let me know. Untill then i will just grind flashes while i am here which isn't my fave format but means i can grind less hours and not get titled as much from this lag.
I was looking back on my blog and reading goals i set and reached and those that i failed and realized how far i've come and how long it and how many retrys it took me to fully stick and commit to goals. One of the things we as humans struggle with alot is sticking to goals, i don't know exact figures but something liek 60% of people fail goals they make on NYE in the first two weeks.
But i feel finally i'm at the point that through rinse and repeat i stick to and fulfill 9/10 goals i set myself. And i think everyone who is able to stick to daily rituals or goals etc, has failed many many times before they stick.
So things i do ALMOST everyday are warm up, study hands, stretch, some form of mindfulness, some form of exercise.
BUT it took alot to reach that point. At the beginning of my career POKER and only POKER and to be the best at spins was my main target, and that caused me alot of sacrifice in other areas of my life, and i came very close to that goal. And i have reached the highest stakes that exist and established dmyself as a solid reg here.
One other thing ive learnt is that taking time off or playing different hours, can greatly increase your Hourly over just grinding the toughest line ups, and there is more things to do than poker so i am now grinding and working hard but also finding more balance. I don't know if this is something which comes with experience, or something which comes with being very financially stable. But i truly believe poker is here for along time and to stay, and bots AI etc aren't going to take over so there is no rush to win all the money quickly and play every hour like i used to believe.
I'm going to upload some life photos from what was a great, but short summer here in UK as the sun did not shine for long here in UK compared to last year when we were sadly locked down.
Next week i start volunteering at the local foodbank packing food for those who need it the most and i am really looking forward to it. I still LOVE poker and have a HUGE passions for the game, but during this i also stopped appreciating the value of money and have spewed of many things in my life
also living in london i have seen alot of homelessness and some guilt for the life i have for myself and who the money may of come from.
I still think poker is an amazing game and offers so much to people like me and others who are hardworking and i think something especially those bless in UK like myself who don't pay tax on gambling winnings is that we should give back to those less well off.
Back home also being a very well off area has backed my thoughts up even more.
my life is very good atm and i am working out a decent amount and fixing issues with my body. i'm hoping to be back in top shape by february and be travelling my feburary and to keep trying to be a better person and poker player everyday