Amigos!!!
Thanks for sharing the link Aesah, it was kind of weird!
I ignored it for hours and hours as I expected pure negativity and wanted to be in a position to try to answer that in a way that wouldn't come across as a *****!
Anyway, I just this minute clicked it and (almost) everyone was pretty sensible and positive.
What can I say?
I tried hard to make the big moneyz at poker. I have no doubt I could have tried harder.
Look at Linus. He was once my study partner but he sacrificed it all for the game and I did not. I did not have the balls or self belief to do that and he did.
Decide what you want about whether that is talent or grit.
I carried on trying a lot longer than 99% of people imo. I'll take that.
I did not take enough risks. I learned that I am weak in that respect. I require too much certainty. I am still working on that.
The other thing I learned is hard to explain...
I have always been the type who is searching for MEANING. And I could never find meaning in playing poker. I even feel ****ty writing this as it sounds like an excuse but that's seriously a part of it for me.
It's nearly a year now since I quit poker COMPLETELY.
My property portfolio is going nicely...
I still have the same job (somehow) and make a nice and easy income there...
I have 38 Wing Chun Kung Fu students now which equates to around an extra £12,000 income per year which I do PURELY because I love it.
Life probably could not be better for me.
I am definitely GROWING and I believe that is one of our most basic needs.
I wish the best for you all. Haters, lovers and indifferent.
I will be back. But not for poker.
Chris.