The greatest power is to be self controlled. To be able train the mind when you want it and where you want it. You are completely detached and undeterred from external ups and downs. You are able to navigate anything that seems tough, challenging, fun, excitement with the same amount of equipoised and balanced ... Without being too excited in pleasure and too depressed in pain. Detachment is that you own nothing but detachment is nothing owns you. The greatest detachment is being close to everything and not let it consume and own you.....

I OK

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I was bored so I just came up here to get my little $75 free play on. I cashed out $80 on quarter deuces wild. My first room smelled like **** so I changed rooms. The VIP desk was very accommodating. I have reservations for tomorrow to that I need to cancel. My plan was to get my $75 weekend play and my $125 Monday play all in one trip. I'm all paranoid that I'm going to get charged for tomorrow so I made a large withdrawal. Now I'm walking around with like 2k which is very dangerous for me.



I heard TBC is in OK to. I hope he meets a lady. There are so many cute country gals up here.

I'm at the new Mickey Mantle's Steakhouse. The player's desk suddenly got all feisty and said they could not comp me. Same thing happened at Choctaw when I started doing the positive EV play. I only get $10 a week and $5 in food from them now. **** them. I have not been up there in 2 months. I'll start playing poker once Winstar cuts my free play off.

Rib Eye sand-which is a 8/10



I'm having fun so far. I've been texting Ronald pics and talking to blondes at the bar. I met a really nice teacher from OK city named Sunny

Confirmed Busto

Here is a vlog by Johnnie Vibes.



As for me, It's 5:30 am and I may need to take a break like Registered 2018. This maybe my last post.



https://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/alcoh...n#audio-player

Down but not Out

Hockey Puck and Eggs



No thanks OG. I get $2.99 breakfast blend at Kroger's

Anyways, I know I have not posted in Las Vegas Forum but I wanted let y'all know I'm still alive. I did above expectations and ran my $75 free play to $102. I also picked up my free meal and drink from the preferred menu today.



Very nice day today



Ronald called recommending I get back into healthy hobbies such as tennis. I told I would let him know if I find some nice public courts we could play on since I got kicked out of my prior club.

Ok guys, I'm going to roam around a little and see if any of these married OK broads has a hotel room.

A Christmas Angel

I don't know if you guys follow Leon's VP thread but I posted a dealt Royal I hit last Saturday at Choctaw. I was down to my last hundred and then hit a $2200 jackpot. Dealt Royals are over 1 in 600000 odds. This was my second lifetime dealt Royal. I ran up my roll to another $1k and then I proceeded to donk off 2k. At 7am the next day, a drunk girl came by my VP machine and blabbered "Winning". I asked her the time and thought I better get some sleep.
Two days before that I told Ronald I could not make his payment this week. He hung up on me. I still have not paid Ronald but I was able to buy a plane ticket to visit mom.

Then comes Wednesday. I was a little ***** at work and let all my character defects come out. I decided to punish myself and go up to Winstar and get my free play to. I blew through everything except my last $10 dollars. It was 3am and I thought how am I going to eat. I don't get paid for another week and my refrigerator is still broken. I made it home and bought 1 dollar generic hot dog franks and a 6 pack of generic ensure nutrition drinks. After two days of that diet, I could not take it anymore.

The Christmas Angel. I called a payday loan place I knew of in South Irving that I did not default and does not do spot reference checks. They just require you to bring in a blank check. I went to my first bank and the nice Indian manager walked up to me and immediately said they do not do that. I had better luck at my second bank. I proceeded to drive to south Irving with barely enough gas in my tank praying I would get approved for few hundred. I got there at 5:00 pm. They close at 6:00 and there was 6 people sitting in lobby. The only employee there was very sweet girl and gave me an application. She would told me she would stay past 6:00 pm for me. There was a nice hispanic couple with a beautiful newborn baby. The baby smiled at me. The front clerk broke the bad news to them that they were not approved. I was heart broken. I thought I maybe hungry but I am a grown man. What makes me more worthy than a struggling family.

Long story short, this Christmas Angel working stayed past 6:00 pm and got my loan approved. It was a miracle considering my credit report looks like Tony Montana's and it was a miracle she stayed past 6:00 pm for me. I did not even have any of paperwork. She knew how to download everything from my IPad. I went home grateful that I can make it through another week. A commercial came on of a hungry South African child who lost her parents with a tear in her eye. I came to realize there is much suffering in this world. I don't know if I have a more universal understanding of suffering but the last few days have changed me.

Thanks for the feedback sir. Most the tables consist of soft players with wide ranges. I guess I like swimming in dagerous waters
How did you all fix my video so it would embed better?

Some good posts and nice thoughts in here, Stormtrooper97.

Another Vlog. Only thing is I'm not very good at talking through hands which I kinda state why...
Please feel free to leave any feedback or thoughts on how I played these hands in the youtube comments. Also, if you enjoy it would be great for you to subscribe.
I'm even good with TROLLS!
Thanks again


https://youtu.be/vzGIn9Ag0aM

Interesting journal! Thanks for sharing. Hope 2019 goes well for you

Two mind blowing epic vlogs/blogs this month

https://sevencard2003.blogspot.com/2...er-i-lost.html

Win Rate & New Year

$200/hr at 1/3

Happy Lunar New Year everybody. I always say I'm going to clean my act up in January and then I have the most epic relapses that top any from the the year before. I lost $5000 dollars last month degening it up ($2500 in two nights on VP). Fortunately, I have not destroyed myself since the Chinese New Year. I did play 1 Hr of poker at Winstar and shoved with pocket AAs.

For the New New Year, I really want to clean my act up and get my bankroll higher than TBC's roll. His roll is around $14,000. Right now my liquid roll is only $700 dollars but I make pretty good money. Also, I am only going to play 2/5 or higher. I'm not going to waste my time on low stakes elementary school tables like The Trooper. I was really motivated this morning when I watched a Big Herc vlog. His vlogs are more about inspiring and lacing people up to do better in life.

Bust some cheeks n split some wigs play.a, stay away from the pruno n VP

Rock Bottom?

Unfortunately, my bad mouthing got me. I should of known better and kept my mouth shut. If I have nothing nice to say about vloggers then keep my mouth shut. Anyways, I took my last $700 and blew it all out the window at the casino on Walking Dead and 27 line spin poker. I'm sitting here with a box of Girl Scout cookies and a pack of bologna until Friday. My stomach is grumbling and it's 3am. I have to call Reliant Energy to make sure they don't shut off my electricity. I really hope this is my rock bottom. Are you still around DC? Ronald and mom won't bail me out.

Coochie Assassin



I love pizza to. I used my $5 dollar coupon for Pie Five and got some extra mozzarella.

It's funny that the OG just started playing 2/5. What a coincidence when I mentioned it last week. I hope he reads some of my threads. I think I give great advice. Unfortunately, I never follow my own advice.



Big Herc maybe a coochie assassin but I'm a pizza assassin. I killed!

Where the haters at?

Am I Going to Rehab?

I really got my bankroll up to 20k (5k cash plus my locked and loaded account) from almost zero Saturday night on VP machine that has super hot. I got quad deuces 4 times on deuces wild and one those was dealt. Also, one had a 4x multiplier. Then gave almost all of it back except for $300 dollars on a Triple double bonus spin machine.

Guys this is nuts!!! I'm going take a break to focus and study my accounting profession. I may need go to rehab. No more casinos or gambling or 2 plus 2 for awhile. It might be a year or two. This is crazy.

Shake Shack VS In and Out
Burger 9 VS 3
Fries 10 VS 1
Service 8 VS 6
Price 1 VS 9

Shake Shack has landed in the metromess(DFW).



Im really a fan of krinky fries. Burger was great sand shake was excellent. Very clean and they wiped tables with single sanitary wipes. It definitely exceeded my expectations in all other areas. Shake Shack makes In N Out look and taste and like a dump. Price was a little higher tho. It was like $17 dollars for Apple bacon-wood cheeseburger, custard vanilla shake, Diet Coke and fries. The shake was like $5 dollars alone. I'm going to be eating PBJ sammies and top Raman until next payday. It was worth it tho.

Overall 9/10.

I like Shake Shack but much better burger options in Dallas. A new In and Out just opened near me and I discovered the best option for me is to order two double doubles with grilled onions no fries no drink. It's $8.55 and pretty addictive. The fries are terrible though. Will never order them again.