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Originally Posted by LOLCh1pPorn
Plz update again this thread is amazing
GL either way
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Originally Posted by Don Melchor
richhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sup my man?
Ok I'll do my best to re update this again!
Got back to England - maaannn what a relief, had a family meal with friend 1 (the guy that left early joining) where they all told me to never ever go back.
But after that everything became pretty boring pretty fast - I had friends back home, but none I was super close too other than friend 1 because I had been away for so long, I didn't really have anyone to talk to about the somewhat of a huge ordeal I had just been through.
Friend 2 got back, but it was a weird awkward atmosphere, we never really spoke and he just did his own thing with old friends.
I started playing a bunch of live poker, which was fun because I met some guys that read my blog, or knew the guys I studied with. I ate a lot of the food I had missed.
But then I started to see Friend 1 and 2 having fun together without me, felt pretty ****ty tbh. That's when I decided to write out the huge post you can see above. It was really cathartic.
I didn't post it on fb, I asked friend 1/2 if I could. ! said he didn't mind, 2 said he would rather I didn't.
shortly after that my brother tried LSD for the first time and had a life changing experience - I'll link to his video if it's still up, that he made afterwards. He has a form of autism that he believed was cured by the experience and tbh I believe him.
It wasn't long after that that I was trying LSd for my first time. My experience wasn;t as profound as his, but it definitely changed me in so many ways as a person. I saw how selfish, judgmental and unemotional I had been and all I wanted to do was connect with people. I saw the real value in human connection.
A very small example of the way I changed was when talking to people, when saying 'Hi, how are you?' It wasn;t just for the sake of it anymore, I was genuinely interested in what people had to say.
It was after this 'trip' I decided to share my post on FB, I blocked some guys mutually associated with me and friend 2 so he couldn't see it. The response was overwhelmingly positive and I had a lot more people to talk to about it, but eventually friend 2 found it and he removed me as a friend and hasnt spoke to me since. Friend 1 regrettably has taken sides and I more gutted about that tbh.
Things were pretty slow then until xmas, I just spent a lot of time eating and with family.
After that I got a little more involved with BRS a staking group based mainly in the UK - I got to play a 5k in Rozvadov (I bubbled)
I started to do some coaching of my own and my students were having great results and just through that word of mouth alone BRS contacted me about being a coach for them - I have since taken the role and now am have been made the full manager of the entire cash game stable - we have about 25 guys atm playing 25-100ff on party poker, but the rb is insane at 80% (can't lose :P) Hopefully I'll update more about this later.
Despite feeling I had no friends after friend 1 and 2 fell out with me, I'm fortunate to say since my LSD I've made so many new ones, with to be quite honest even more stronger connections.
I'm improved other aspects of my life too, for example I used to go the gym to try to look good, and tbh I hardly ever was motivated to go and I got very fat, especially when I would avoid going for so long. Now I have changed my motivation, I want to be the best version of myself and that has really helped my stay motivated. I have a PT I see everyday an have been doing so for the last few months.
The next big poker opportunity was the Irish open. I can honestly say its the best stop I've ever been to. Everyone is in a good mood, drinking and playing poker and then St' Patrick's day night out was insane, probably the best night out I've ever had! Which was then topped the next day when my friend won the main event for 210k!!!
You guys deserve full on trip reports for each night out though! They were insane!
I'm home for 2 weeks now and then I am back of to Thailand for 7 weeks. Gonna grind hard in Jomtien, which is near pattaya the dejen area and then my brother arrives and we'll do a bit more travelling.