I first deposited $100 in 1/15 and 1-tabled 5nl FR with no poker experience; by 9/15 I was 4-tabling 25nl 6M with ~60bi from the same $100. No HUD, no significant tourney scores, no poker friends; just work ethic really.
Over the next 6 months I went BE. Kinda. Still no HUD/db; I was manually tracking wins/losses/data in a notepad file (lawl). I started playing MTTs after my sessions, chasing a big shortcut which never came. In hindsight I should've been blasting 50nl like it was on my turf in Juarez, but I was a BR nit (shot 10nl FR at ~30bi, 25nl FR ~35bi). One day I went through my "db.txt" (lawl) and manually calculated (lawl) to realize I had unwittingly nickel and dimed a healthy cash WR into entries; I would've had the roll I was trying to jump to if I'd just stuck to my grind. Naturally, I've since sworn off MTTs as coincidental edge lotteries. Got a new job, burned out, lost the romantic view of poker.
Over the next (past) year I turned into a rec. I had been in my self-imposed +-3bi std dev of obliviousness for so long that 25nl felt like playmoney. Shot 50nl, heatered to ~40bi, spewed it back. No volume. Short zoom sessions, phone sessions, clicking buttons. Adulterants and adultery; RIP dopamine/serotonin. Bad tilt. Low motivation. I felt my edge evaporating; continuously lower volume made it progressively worse, which made me tilt progressively more. When the smoke cleared my roll was down to, quite literally, about $treefiddy.
Last month I inexplicably felt the fire. Maybe fight>flight (degen). Maybe I decided to see what I'm capable of (degen). Maybe no gamble no future (...). Regardless, the streets were calling. I finally stopped being 2 kool and bought PT4 for my comeback. I originally intended to shake my ring rust, build a viable FR sample to analyze, and then take a live shot; however, I'm pretty obsessed with playing online again. For better or worse, all I want to do right now is wake up and grind.
I have no real goal as far as stakes. I still have a dedicated live roll waiting to fire. I'm just focused on playing well until 50k/h and going from there. For 95% confidence it seems 100k/h are needed, but meh. All criticism is encouraged. All blowups and graph dives will be included for your personal schadenfreude.
First PGC session in the books! Pretty uneventful, but I'll post some hands to cut the ribbon. I intended for these spoiler tags to expand/collapse and streamline scrolling, but the giant slates of grey don't accomplish much.
This is so embarassing. Nobody can say I only post glamour hands. Okay. Is this a cbet with the pre dynamic? I mean wtf does an oop double-cc range hit if not this board? Think I'm gonna be xr'd into a 3:1 or an spr 3bj and gii under/flipping pretty often. What does a bet accomplish; what is he ever dropping here besides 22-66? I'm not worried about balance/mdf against these guys (hence me not hammering the 100bb .33/.6 f/t 3bp line). As played, are you ever raising turn with good (yet face-up) sdv ip?
This was my first 3b at this table over ~9 orbits, no prior history; meaning my .5/.5 is admittedly uninspired, but he had no sizing tell on me apart from population tendencies. I'm unconvinced that I need to invest more or get too fancy, but I still kinda hate it. Is turn a 3bj? I have direct odds vs a purely nutted range. Which hands ever conceivably c pre c otf then r/f ott besides specifically QQ/98hh/97hh/87hh, and why would he raise given prior action? If he has no probable bluffs, and I have/need no FE vs the only (highly)unlikely combos, why would I ever push? Purely "I don't think he'll pay off a bd/3 ip with spr?" Am I underestimating the opposition here?
Day 2. Volume is a concern. The hand counts are tiltingly low, but this was 4.5hrs uninterrupted! I think I might be subconsciously locking wins; hard to tell if it's just timing.
80bb because I timed out and couldn't add chips (seat was too good). Is this river a jam? I think it's deceptively thin. Are A5/KQ ever getting here like this, much less felting? A4hh isn't calling. So then what's the goal?
As arrogant as this may come across, this was the worst session I've played thus far. Gifted some setups, bfd, it's about how you handle the drought. Push harder!
Yo. I'm sure this seems like a another "sunrunner hit a downer and disappeared" pgc, but not the case; I lost my laptop. I did drop 8bi over ~2kh; played ~25hrs over 2 days and made most of it back.
That was 2 weeks ago, and I haven't played a hand since. Moved into a new place, been getting into downhill longboarding, but it's time. Ordering a new rig, ready to put in some serious work. Regs, I hope you've enjoyed your boosted WR; cherish its few remaining days. I'm returning with 2 goals: pillage and slaughter.
Pretty meh. Several mistakes as always, luckily none got out of control. I expected to be a bit stiff after a month away, so I'm reasonably okay with it. Started to phone it in last 1/3, working back up to the 1k/h+ sessions.
Back later for the AM crew. Can't wait to make new friends!
Another quick one; and by that I mean 3hrs (only getting ~160h/hr). The zoom threads present a compelling persuasion, but this is so much more fun! I should probably try live already.
Somehow my EV didn't diverge over the entire session.
This was all 25nl; HUD crashed but somehow kept importing as 50. I was winning my spew back, didn't want to reset tables. Was fun to take it back to no assistance. Posting this for posterity; hands/$ are about right, short 20bb (sick brag). Stats are off now though, so I might erase the session if I can't change it and decide I care.
2 sessions. Took a break after 4 down, considered returning to 25, said fk it and came back focused. Content with how I played. Unexpectedly comfortable with the increased $.