A big Life beat today at both jobs-poker work, and rental work.
First off I lose $273 on some bad luck and cold decks. 1) Lose $100 aipf to short stack lady holding A
Q
vs my Q
Q
. Flop looked gd, turn was gd, and the “gd ole” 3 outer A
hits the river. That was pretty fun.
2) It was also awesome to see me turn a nut straight, and get the rest of my $250 n the middle w a call. Then the “gd ole” paired board on the river. I lose again and another $300… that was pretty fun too.
3) Lastly, to close out my most awesome session… right before I had to leave to take care of some apartment problems, I encounter another awesome set up! This hand literally was the next hand dealt after I took a phone break to talk to one of my tenants. After my phone conversation, I decided to go to take care of a tenant situation at the apartment. So I head back to the table to say my gdbyes to my mates, and decide to take one last hand (only because Im otb!). Im dealt Q
J
, and at this point I grinded back to being only down $90ish on the day. Im thinking mayb I can get close to even if I win this last hand. #famouslastwords. HJ makes it $7, co calls, I call. 3 to flop of 3
4
Q
. HJ makes it $10, co calls, and I elevate it to $40 total w position. Both players call, UhOh
! At this point, I put the other 2 players on gd hands, and now plan to tread lightly on turn. That is…..Until the J
hits!
And all of a sudden a celebration w clowns, ferris wheels, balloons, and creepy mimes go off in my head. People chanting “he did it”, “he did it”, “Ray got Unstuck”. The marching band is playing, crowd is going wild, and confetti is coming down from the magical sky!!!
As I control this awesome party goin on in the soul of my body, I sit there stoically fighting off the exuberance im feeling. It’s a great weird opposite feeling of having a…party in body Vs. stoic poker face. Sooo now it looks like “this guy”, yes me, “this guy” is gonna get back to even biotches!!!.............Action resumes…………… HJ checks the J
on quatro street, co checks, and now my mind is really doing back flips/celebrating the break-even day
as I already foresee this pot in my back wallet $$$! 2 pair biotches, I’m def shipping this flipping pot now! It was such a sweet pretty J
on 4th street that resembled divine justice for the brutal beats in today’s session. Im thinking-I got this **** as I put out a bet of $30 on turn. Im hoping to induce a call from what I feel is AQ or KQ. I’ll take my chances of river bricking for the $30 call, no prob. HJ folds to my turn bet, and co raises to $70. What!!! Really?!! This guy who just crept his way in at the table during my phone conversation has the audacity to come into the game raising? That shdn’t b allowed, and I’m pretty sure it’s against the rules. I always thought u cant check/raise until ur 2nd orbit played.
What is newbie doing to me??? After this outlaw ch/raises me he has another $50 behind… which can be assumed that’s his river bet. Now Im looking at my Q
J
, and it shrivels up like…(insert own joke). And my emotions now go from bananas to vomit. The happy celebration w clowns goes to a gloomy funeral procession w pallbearers.
So now Im looking to call $40 more and prob another $50 if I continue on with my top 2. To go, or not to go? That is the question. Ok lets think about this..Hands newbie cd have, KQ (nope), AQ (hope), 5
6
(hope)...is newbie a bit of action guy who will call $7 pf w 34, 3Q, 4Q giving him an inferior 2 pair, ummm not likely. Mayb 34, who knows. KK wd be nice, but cant see that line from him. QJ makes a lot of sense, so maybe same hand. 33 and 44 makes a ton of sense, so very likely. JJ is also possible. So a few hands I can beat, and some I can’t. Im tanking, and tanking, and tanking, thinking please let him have AQ, 34, 5
6
, or any random 2 pair. C’mon poker Gods anything, but not a flipping set. Ill will even settle for same hand QJ at this point. Why do this to me poker Gods on my last hand!!?? After tanking a bit, I reluctantly get it all in the middle. It was sooooooooo much fun to see his little 3
little 3
! Just wow! Ok ok ok ok it’s not over, we get one more card. This is holdem, 5 cards on the board, not 4. Calling all poker Gods!!! Calling all poker Gods!!! 4 outer one time on river please! (Prob actually only 3 outer w HJ folding prob Q10). Can I please be redeemed from the struggle and heartache w a Q or J on the river. Please, Onetime, onetime, onetime,… River is……………….wait for it…………..wait for it……………..wait for it……….a pretty little 9
ball. 3
4
Q
J
9
BRIDGE!!!!!! Now Man, that hand was a really, really, really, really, a whole lot of fun!
Prob the most fun of them all!!
I know…Save it…. I lose, I suck, I know. I played it a fast, and it kicked my ass. Mayb I can fold here. ??? I been making some sick folds lately, and mayb my desire to get unstuck pushed me into this debacle of a mishap. Hindsight, should have just been more responsible, and headed out right away to take care of tenant’s issue. But Oh N,o oh nooooo, I just had to b selfish and play that damn button! Screw u button!!! Screw u!!! I hope Mr.Small and Mr.Big blind kick your white circle, flat, 2 ounce ass!!
Did I mention poker was fun today! For all those who think u want this to be your job, warning it’s a very sick life. U must embrace the occasional torture. Many brutal work days, that if not careful, can affect ur evenings. It takes a VERY strong mind. Mental toughness is the key to success in this game!! I’m getting better at it every day. Through the decade of playing for a living, stuff like this becomes “almost” numb after awhile. I'm human, it affects me some, but not like it did in year 1 and 2 of playing. Meh. Never get too high, or too low. Even keel is the way to go. These unlucky sessions, coolers, and cold decks, can eat u up like a vulture if not careful. Though I must admit, I’m kind of weird about these sickening sessions… Meaning- although I try to avoid them at all cost, I somewhat like the torture… it does give me perspective, builds character, humbles me, broadens horizons, and also gives me more fight to push onward.
No sweat, no worries, no probs…be back at it tomo. #karatekidstyle #everyday #heart #keepshowingup #whatido
on a positive note- up $400ish on the week.
Last edited by ButterflySymmetry; 08-08-2013 at 01:40 AM.