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Originally Posted by ButterflySymmetry
If I only held ENPH for 2 more months. Cd hv $200k and not a $2k bankroll.
I know this is reallllllly hard but you've got to come to terms and just be grateful for what you did get out of it. It could have easily turned downwards and you'd be in stuck on ENPH PLUS still owe on your house.
The ENPH gain was a huge blessing because now your mortgage is gone. Your cash flow is down, but your net worth is wayyyy up.
I like a lot of the small loan ideas thrown around in this thread. I know you are absolutely capable of turning poker up, but once you get over the tax hurdle you should be clear sailing, so just do what you gotta do and get by that.
But please don't beat yourself up over making a killing on ENPH, it could always have been more. I downloaded a bitcoin miner in 2010, but I'm not a millionaire, but easily could be 10x over. But I'm not making that mistake twice, so that's why I'm heavily invested into Stellar, Ripple, Ethereum, NEO, etc. now - new opportunities on the horizon - gotta keep pushing forward and stop looking in the rear view.
Keep your eyes straight ahead and keep grinding. Just have the confidence, because you've done it before and you'll do it again. Make every day just a little bit better than the day before and a year from now you'll look back and realize things are always better than they appear.