Sure did. Everything went towards house.

Sorry haven’t updated. Been thinking about an UTube Live to gv closure to the #40k, but also wondering if anyone really cares. #NoOneCares

#peoplecare #getmotivated

At least he's not on a drunken binge.

Been a fan for a long time. Would love to have a final chapter of the 40k


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I miss the vlogs. #wecare

Can someone please post the name of butterfly's YouTube channel? I've been following the thread for a while but never seen one of his vlogs and I need some of that in my life.

#everybodyneedzmoarrayz

I don't post and I'm sure there are many more. Been following for over two years. Takes a lot of work to do what you've done should be proud

RayzRayl. They aren’t worth watching.

Just did a live stream today and it already got flagged.

I appreciate that. I am proud, but just never satisfied.
Thanks for taking the time to post.

Can someone tell me why the livestream was taken down?

Cause success breeds haters, and Ray has a couple of them. Probably the same people who troll this thread from time to time.

That livestream was cringy AF.
Are you okay Symmetry?

What did I miss?

Damn I wished I coulda saw cringy

A man who looked homely, strung out, without shower, slurred speech. He didn’t know where he was. He told his viewers he was high from pain pills he had been taking from a bike injury. He was mixing pills during the strem and looked very lost. Many times stuttering, dead air, and umms ums ums.
He talked about ending his challenge, vlogs, and looked clueless. He went off the mark mega times talking jimberish and having sex with his girlfriend. I know i am leaving out a whole bunch but the stream was taken down. I wouldn’t at all surprised if he took it down or if it was removed from the cite. It is possible our hero has fallen off the cliff.

So what i hear you saying is...it was the best vlog ever.
Fml I miss all the good stuff

you are taking a large amount of that way out of context. i watched it all live. he was responding to each question.

Gee thanks.
Been in pain pills due to a back injury stemming from intense yoga like streching (pre workout), not a bike injury. Everything else u mentioned, close.

I never claimed to be perfect, role model, or anything. I, by far have many imperfections. My biggest strength and weakness is my desire to be perfect.

Correct, done w the poker vlogs for now. As u know, started those to release some of my creative side, and provide more transparency to this 40k challenge. It was fun at first, but like most things in my life, got tired of it in short time. When it felt like work and a duty, it was painful for me to get those made. I think everyone of those was edited under the influence. For now, the whole poker vlogging has become over saturated, redundant, and boring. How many more vlogs do I want to watch w someone showing their footsteps walking into a casino, showing them open a door, talking about boring hhs, peeling back cards, raking pots, car camera, drone footage, opening mail, selling merch, etc. It’s as overdone as the steak I cooked the other day. Told ya, I’m not perfect.

Correct, the last 2 live streams have been removed/flagged. Who cares. Maybe we won’t do poker vlogs, but perhaps we can do more streams in the near future. Wd that b something the 21 of u enjoy? If u want to see me shaded and faded up, expressing my thoughts w/o filters lmk. I noticed in those past couple streams it’s been a lot of me me me and not answering as many questions. It wd b better if I cd interact more w the audience Having u guys steer the convo. We can talk about anything from...how I’m the best nlhe poker player in the world, or not understanding why Athiest think everything came from nothing, or the stocks I wd buy if I had the money to purchase them now, or how I dropped acid in my eye, or this chronic back pain, or bike riding through Indiana, or how I know I wd b a .500+ pitcher right now in the mlb on a .500+ team if given the chance, or my wreath game, or whatever...anything, anything, anything. Nothing off the table. Maybe a bimonthly show, and call it “Roll it Up and Talk it Out”. Or call it “The Extreme Selfish Narcissistic Rayz Knowz All.”

This is me, don’t care what people think. Hate me, or like me. I been doing gd for myself my way, on my own terms, for a long time. Not perfect, but me. God is my Shepard. Don’t be afraid, or be fake. U b u. Embrace it.

Holla if u wanna see this, and lol me w titles if the show if do what to see this.

Can’t stop won’t stop.
Finished this one today.
#WreathGame

A bizarre post and a pretty wreath. Are you selling these?

no

You've gotta look at yourself in the mirror, slap yourself, and figure out what is going on. Get motivation back. And keep grinding. You don't have haters. This is a flawed way of thinking that I would see tons of ghetto girls back in high school post on their Myspace or Facebook. In a nutshell, most people want others to succeed. If you have haters, you did something to them. It was fun seeing a 1/2 grinder crush life. Hopefully you can get back to it.

No @callygirl. Not selling the wreaths. No money in the wreathed game. After I wrapped the vine on the Cmas Holiday wreath, I spent about $50 in decor. No margin there to make money. This was made for my Sara. Part of her 40 bday present along w some gift cards, dinner.

@ohsnabrah I can’t argue w ya. I will b the first to tell u I been talking out of my arse lately. I could blame it on these oxycodones and steroids, or I cd just own it. I’ll own it.

Back is still in pain. Had to leave my poker sessions early Mon and Tues and didn’t play at all today. It’s hard for me to sit, and harder to play/think straight while medicated up in agony. Although I did win both days, it was excruciating the whole time. The pain is in the lower back and runs down my leg.

This 100 mile bike ride I am supposed to do Friday is still a game day decision. Smart peeps wd lay off, but stubborn me will prob try it. Seeing a masseuse who specializes in sciatica tomorrow morning at Massage Envy. Hopefully, it will help.

Looks like crickets on the live show stream. Don’t blame ya.

I had real bad lowback pain last year (fell off a rock wall). My PT guy put me through some light yoga moves that helped and started doing tai chi - the pain isnow gone. You might look into it. IMO you'd be nuts to go through with a 100 mile bike ride in the condition you report. You need that poker income right?