Tuesday, April 26, 2016
That's All She Wrote...
This is the update I never wanted to do, but I have to. I'm really, really... sad and nervous.
I'm busto.
Over the past few days I've been grinding $1/2 with no success. Yesterday, I couldn't get a hand to hold and I couldn't catch any draw to save my life. It was sick. Today was no different. It was just really ugly, super bad luck, running so bad when I needed it most. I couldn't do anything about it, I wasn't playing bad. I was being super patient, waiting for great spots, getting it in good and just getting owned by the cards.
****This was today... The last hand of my bankroll, went all in on the flop... Just so sick... The guy with JJ was raising every hand preflop and I finally got him right where I wanted him and boom, I run into this. like what the **** lady luck???? I had $450 and the guy with JJ had $410... left me with $40... I took it and cashed out... Last of my money... sigh****
I basically had no room in my bankroll to run bad. If I wouldn't have gone to Vegas, I would have been able to weather this storm. But I screwed up and I'm dealing with the consequences now, broke. When I left Vegas I had $2200... I got it all the way back up to $8000, paid some debts off (vegas trip) and just hit the run bad switch and now I'm sitting here, broke.
I'm really proud of myself though for what I have done. Even though I'm busto, I still put up some impressive stats, which are shown below here. I've put in 500 hours at the table with a profit of just shy of $16,000. You can see April has just been bad. It started off good, I was up $2700 at one point, but a few sessions of run bad, destroyed that.
It's so frustrating seeing that I am a solid winner and I have no bankroll. Sigh.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do right now. Obviously, I would love to keep playing and that's the goal. I'm just not sure how I can get myself back in the game...
I'm just going to relax right now and soak everything in. I had to get this off my chest. Sighhhh
Good luck out there in life guys and gals... Especially at the tables...