Been going well since last update. Job is on point, making money and paying the bills. Rent is paid, cell is paid, internet paid, water/trash paid, electric paid, car insurance paid, gf's ins & car payment paid (she pays it), netflix/pokergo paid... being responsible. Relationship is actually on the 'up'... go figure. This girl has my heart, but god damn is she emotional. Too emotional... Does things based off of how she is feeling, all the time. It's not a good thing, and something she has to work on. Hopefully she can figure it out, it's something I have no control over. I feel for her... she hasn't had the easiest up bringing, dropped in the USA basically on her own and told to go make it happen. She has done that and more. I'm so proud of her and what she has accomplished, but her emotions need to be harnessed or tamed down. Women....
I had the itch to play some poker on Friday, ending up reg'n the 11AM donkament at the Isle Casino. It was a $3,000 guarantee, $120 buy-in. Had a 2 person overlay, I was the youngest player. Tons of OMC, nits and just rec players. I ended up getting heads up with this fish who had me 3-1 after busting 3rd place with his 84o, "I knew I was alive".
The target fish at the FT was blasting off. I watched him make a very bad bluff with 53o, air bluff, against this old lady that was just horrible.
OTT.
Hero has a solid image, never showed down a bluff, played super solid all tourney, was respected.
Final Table - 9 handed
2.5k/5k/500
Hero 110k
Villian 140K
UTG limps (fish that air bluffed)
OMC on BU limps
SB calls
Hero in BB, Looks at JcJh. Raises to 18K.
UTG Calls.
***(Sizing is a bit small, I know... I was getting limpers to fold PF with small sizing, and I wanted the UTG fish in the hand. OMC would limp/fold every time he got raised. OMC was just playing way too passive/weak)
Qh5s7s flop.
I lead out 12K, and he pretty jams it on me. I was confident we were ahead of his UTG limp/calling range, which is basically any two cards. Sure enough, up against 46o and we hold. Most people at the table looked at me with some bewilderment and awe... OMC asked me how I could make that call against the only person that could knock me out. I thought it was a very obvious GII spot...
I was chip leader up until 3 left, where said fish just went on a super heater.
1st place was $1350, 2nd was $810... he offered me $1000 and he takes the 'victory'... I had about 10 bb's and was fine with this deal.
The tournament was a decent 'feather in the cap' moment. Went and played the $150, 15k Guaranteed at the Hardrock on Saturday, hot off the win. Busted in 41st. Meh... Haven't played since then. Kind of hurt losing the $150. It's so weird right now. Losing hurts, more than winning gives me satisfaction. Winning that $1k, was great and all.. but losing the $150, I 'felt' it more.
I suppose I'm Starting to value money again.... Great!!!
Liquid bankroll is not enough to play cash with a clear conscious yet. Holding off from $1/2 NL cash games until I get at least $3,000 (10 buy-ins) liquid in my hands, SOLELY for poker. Not this like half botched bill/poker bankroll share crap.
June Goals
$1,000 in Bank Account
All July bills paid
workout 5 days per week
Good luck out there everyone, life gets better when you put some effort in. Few weeks ago, I was at a real low, really low... I felt like dying, really... and I never, EVER, felt any type of way like that. I felt like a complete loser and failure at life with nothing positive going on.
I made a decision to turn it around, get a job, get out of the house. Get out from behind online poker micro stakes and go get on with life. Made a few phone calls, got in front of some faces that could help me, and here I am.
Now I feel 100% better, it's amazing what a little effort in life can do. Get out of bed, put some shoes on, and get out there. Make **** happen fam!!