Look man, we are in the same boat. This is gonna be very tough for me. I've been drunk and high way more than I'd care to admit lately. To the point that I need a wake up call, and going cold turkey might be best thing.
Day1 //// still early into being sober but I am just mentally trying to accept the tough task that lies ahead. Tomorrow I am throwing out anything that might be considered an "enabler". As well as hopefully doing a bit of cleaning. Not trying to crap on ur own thread with my own challenge but here is to a sober January.
Day 3 //// lets just say my productivity has gone way up now that I am staying sober. I have way more time on my hands. I get bored easily but I am trying to fill up that time with physical activity or keeping my mind busy and productive with whatever I can. I woke up last night excessively sweating, to the point that I need a new shirt. I can only assume this is the toxins leaving my body as I am not someone who sweats and my shirt was practically drenched. The craving is strong and I think about it a lot, but its important that I do this and stick on this path. If I give in to temptation, then I am very weak minded and I am not okay with being that. I said I was going to quit so its time to stick to my word.
