Think I'm going to start keeping this thread updates again. Feel like the feeling of some level of accountability (however inconsequential actually achieving aims is) will help me maintain focus and if nothing else, at least make me have to think critically about my general approach to poker.
A summary of where I am now:
As narrated in my last post, I've finished uni for summer, have a 3 month break (only have to write dissertation in that time), I'm halfway to 100s, play the majority of my remaining games at 60s and some 30s if I'm bored and want to add something into my grind.
One problem I feel I have now is a lack of professionalism, particularly with my approach to recreational play. When I am just grinding 30s and 60s I tend to watch a film whilst I play, which results in a huge drop in focus. I've also struggled, especially at 30s, to take things seriously. For example yesterday I finished a 5 hour session against a reg, my concentration was slipping slightly near the end but I still felt like I had a clear picture of the game. Later I played some 30s, I find I'm just calling off really light, not folding to flop or turn c/r in clear spots, calling off too wide pre, 4-bet jamming too wide, floating and c/ring unnecessarily, basically a poker101 in what not to do v recreationals. I very much find myself struggling to transition from reg play to recreational play. I've even considered getting a coach to help me with this leak. Although for now I will hold off on that, I like the idea of being able to grind up just by myself, without the need for backing or coaching, just figuring things out for myself, winning money, and moving up. For now at least, I will stay true to my ideals.
Where I want to get to:
With the previous paragraph in mind, my aim is to arrive at a point where I am again beating fish for a good ev, I am putting in consistently good volume and I find myself just approaching things more professionally. Establishing myself to be in a position where people will start regarding me as one of the hardest working 100s regs by the end of the month is where I want to be. Perhaps there will be equally hard working grinders who make more money, there are likely some that are just better than me. As long as they aren't winning more than me because they are working harder than me, I can accept that.
Goals for this month:
I'm really looking to step up volume now, and my aim this month will be 5k+ games, and finish getting into the 100s, and going to next month. I will post daily updates with semi regularity, along with a 100s graph of them v me at all of 2.4k, 3k games and (what should be finally) at 4k games.
Their graph v me at 2.4k games:
Also, for a bit of diversity, will state some more irl goals. Over the last Uni year I did very little exercise (other than bike to Uni) and did not eat well. Whilst I'm still at above average fitness and within the normal weight range, I have more fat and less muscle than I would like. For someone who used to run competitively, from 800m to 18 mile, until I picked up an injury at 17, and then just started to go to the gym every day for the next 2 years, it is quite a way off what I've been accustomed to. To remedy this I did a 5k at the start of the holidays. For the first 4 weeks of the holidays I am aiming to cut 8 pounds whilst running/swimming 3/4 times a week and hoping the old injury doesn't flair up. 4 weeks after the first 5k, I will do another one, in the hope of taking my time from 23 minutes, to 21 minutes. From that point I will start mixing in gym work as well, until I feel I have a reasonable level of both aerobic fitness and strength.