graph since start of thread?

In what way was it awesome?

@czechvengeance

Of course. Sometimes I like to bet like 6x to show them who's the boss


@d7o1d1s0

Why not. But as I said I'll post graph at end of the next weekend or end of the month. So I can add my lifetime graph.


@Husker

Kind of scary, kind of creepy. It was awesome because when I was exploring this place I was thinking about deamons, zombies and all that crap from scary movies It was funny that I went somewhere and my imagination was creating weird things xD



I need to make new rule. No work at day off. I mean I don't do poker but I try to do everything that I didn't have time while I was working and long story short I am more tiered than usuall.

Friend helped realize me that my English suck. I meant that it was awesome because it was creepy and scary. It wasn’t cool that 100 people who died. I just want to be very clear here.


Today I did a lot of things I was procrastinate. Without those commitment and payments if I won’t do it I would go sleep 2 hours earlier but if work is not done I pay cash and I like money so long story short I did everything and I can go to sleep without worry about anything.

I am grinding like madman lately. I do less hands becaue I need to take care about my opponents for a while. As soon as I go back with cash I can again play with some agro crazy donkey witch I love btw:

I'm confused about these graphs lol The green line (net won) is that the money you've lost or won..is that a negative in front of the amount?

@BLR10

Yeah it is. That's why I stopped posting graphs for a while. I don't want to focus too much on my outcome and when I post everyday I do. I'll post at the end of this week or month.


Was playing a bit. NL200 don't like me that much. Anyway since yesterday night I came back to my quest with talking everyday with one random chick. Few things changed and I want to find new girl to hang out with. Yesterday was talking with two girls and they show me where the shop is. Don't know why those ugly friends always try to **** up meeting new ppl. If I would be a hot girl I would dump those kind of grils....



Hero (SB): $200 (100 bb)
BB: $156.76 (78.4 bb)

Preflop: Hero is SB with 5 5
Hero raises to $4, BB calls $2

Flop: ($8) 8 2 2 (2 players)
BB checks, Hero bets $5.60, BB calls $5.60

Turn: ($19.20) 5 (2 players)
BB checks, Hero bets $13.44, BB raises to $26.88, Hero calls $13.44

River: ($72.96) 2 (2 players)
BB bets $120.28 and is all-in, Hero calls $120.28





Hero (BB): $254 (127 bb)
SB: $137.75 (68.9 bb)

Preflop: Hero is BB with K Q
SB raises to $4, Hero raises to $13, SB calls $9

Flop: ($26) Q 8 9 (2 players)
Hero bets $19, SB calls $19

Turn: ($64) 2 (2 players)
Hero bets $40, SB calls $40

River: ($144) 3 (2 players)
Hero bets $70, SB calls $65.75 and is all-in

I am going to sleep. Today I went to talk with chick. It was nothing special I want to just get the job done. Yesterday it was pretty awesome becuase I ask one girl out who work at the gym and I was to afraid of it for like 6-8 months before I moved out to different place. Now I go back to old gym and I asked her out. We should go out next week because this week we have different schedule.

I didn’t make leg exercise for almost 3 moths. I forget about it and today I did 8 sets of leg exercise. Last set was squads with 95kg. I barely went downstairs at the gym. I have problems with walking I am afraid about tomorrow xD

Was talking with one chick today. It’s amazing that I can approach a girl and just talk with her at 0AM , make some jokes etc. I was thinking about giving up for a while with chicks but I can’t. Tooooo much serotonin. I feel frustration because I didn’t take her phone number even though we were talking for around 5 min. It’s good I remember that I felt the same way just before I start talking about my intentions.

Hehe, that's okay I understand

@Husker
Few ppl could understand it in a wrong way I even didn't realize it.


Pretty funny day. Morning was awesome. I was full of life, even though I barely move xD I went to gym, did exercise and so forth. I want bigger RB on stars so I was playing those satellite torunaments for fpp. If I understand it right I was down like 44.5 BI under EV in 80 hypers turbo. God bless them. My aces was crushed by J4o, or my Jacks get crushed by J7o. What is funny it wasn’t tilt me as much as HU game. I was waiting for half and hour to hit a hand for two ppl and got cooler twice. This is was the reason why I tilted pretty hard and turn off PC.

I was in bad mod until I went out to do quest to talk with the chicks. One smile, few words changed my mod to great one. I am feeling great right now. Funny thing with those muscle sores, I could barely move, everything lead to pain and I went to treadmill to warm up. I was running 9 km / hour then I got stupid idea. I fast it up to 12 km / hour. I always run with this fast as a warm up. I didn’t have time for pain. Every inch of my body was in fire for a moment but after a while it was fine. I did work out, I did some squads without weight. But back then pain went away. I think it was pretty good day.

Graph of those hyper turbo:




Btw lifetime graph:

Pretty fine day. Had cheatmeals. Went for 2 walks for more than one hour each. Meet with 3 ppl, I think I did rest a bit.

Pretty awesome day. Was grinding, was working out, talked with a chick. Today I wake up at 6.30 so it will be a bit hardcore but anyway day was pretty awesome.

Good day. Today I am mega happy with my game. I mean I found only one mistake while doing SR and 3 prett nice moves. When it comes to EV I am on 0 but I still think it was pretty good day. I want to play more but I need to go to bed to play tomorrow.

Btw today's day I would sum up with this hand:
http://weaktight.com/6194497

Your biggest problem might be a future lack of players.
Here in Australia casino poker is drying up at an alarming rate; the players have simply GONE.

You had better make this million fast. And improve fast. It appears,over 6 months, since you started, you are no more than 1% (or $10k) into your quest.

Long long way to go; time is a scarce commodity. Accelerate or abandon because 1% (or less) in 6 months indicate a change of plan is required otherwise the crusher will become the crushed.

{and if you have made $10k profit and actually hit 1% at this rate it will take you 50 years. But given the fact player numbers are getting smashed, and the only players left are really strong, it make take several times 50 years}

Delusion or destiny?

@revolio
Thanks for that post. I didn’t have a plan of making those money only from gridning. You are right, things doesn’t go as well as they did. It’s more like 1.7% because of nice Rakeback deals etc. but still it’s less than I thought it will be.

Poker for me is a great way to start, learn thing, build capital, etc. Things doesn’t go so well but I get used to it. Life is life and you have downswings, upswings, etc. I stay on my track, I learn and try different things to get the job done. I get much bigger person than I used to be. I mean everything is easier than it was. More things are real than it was. I achieved few things that I dreamed about so I stay calm about future. Still thanks for that post.



Today I made a reset day. I was working and I get sad and was watching Suits for few hours. I did my job but nothing more. That’s fine. I was not in the right mod and I don’t remember when it was last time I did it so it’s ok. Tomorrow I am gonna play again. Yesterday as a quest I was talking with my neighbour, pretty hot russian girl. I really need to get to know her better Today was just talking with random girl

Make it 1M zloty!

I don't know much about his educational background but salaries are crap in general in Poland unless you're higher up the food chain, so there is a good chance he would make less in a normal job.

In Australia it's kind of a no brainer to do something else though.

Ilidek: my post wasn't meant to be a slur ( but I think you know that), just a mathematical wake-up call to catalyse a change within you, your approach or a target revision.

You have set the bar high, but if you think you are going ok within yourself, your are improving and you have positioned yourself - then maybe the million just might come through one big six-figure plus, online or bricks+mortar tournament win. (and you do it all in a great run over a 4 day tournament period rather than a regular, progressive and accumulative timeframe).

So if you have self-reflected and re-calibrated your target scope (and maybe re-thought the direction you are pointing your poker rifle) then my post wasn't a negative one hopefully.

It just seemed you had been over 6 months into your journey and you were maybe just treading water a bit for the last couple of months. However, only you really know how you are really progressing internally; the net can be a deceptive medium at times and I might have mis-read things.

GL for your next session.

@ czechvengeance
It’s fine as it is 1KK PLN is around 330$ so it would be a lot easier. I think we should aim big because it gives us more motivation to work.

@ straightflushin
I am a computer science student so it’s not as bad for me but still I do more money than in normal job. It gives me more freedom and I can improve faster than in normal job.

@ revolio
Yeah I saw it was rather feedback. I am glad you wrote this because every once in a while we need to look at ourselves by numbers. I mean not how we feel about something but how much money do we have, how much BMI we have, how much sex per week we have, how much close friend we have and so forth. You helped me realize it better. It’s nice for me to think about but for sure it is needed to work my ass off.
With money I believe it works that way that it’s harder to go from 2k to 5k than from 5k to 10k. That’s why I am pretty calm about those things because I know it will improve geometrically not linearly. Thanks

My mindset is ****ed up. I was checking my check list and I saw that I forgot to talk with chick today…. My thoughts was I am tiered, I want sleep, I am tilted and I don’t give a **** about anything. Then of course I start remind myself….. this is not what rich people do. Every loser give up his goals, each poor person don’t give a **** about his commitment but it’s not what champions do, this is not what rich people do. And of I went… tiered, pissed off but I did my job and I can go to sleep.

I think correlating wealth with your quality of life is a better idea.

Rich doesn't necessarily mean you're happier if you need to work all day every day and do stuff you don't even enjoy doing, so it's kind of a deceptive standard.

Figuring out what makes you happy and therefore gives you a good quality life (real wealth) is probably a better point of orientation unless you got that figured out already.

Otherwise you just get yourself fired up with some motivational rah rah for a day or two until you hit a slump again as your subconsciousness just doesn't see the real benefits of grinding through hard times anymore.

@ straightflushin
I am happier when I hang out with people. When I want to relax I go to the gym or hang out with someone. Right now it’s far more important for me to get my job done than to feel very happy about anything. If I would look what makes me happy I wouldn’t do almost anything. To be honest it’s not a problem for me that I swear I need to do something, that I force myself to do something because I feel more self-respect and I am satisfied.

Today was playing a lot, I mean a lot a lot:


I am pretty exhausted, I had a plan to put 12 hours in grind today and I did. Did everything as I wanted to. I can’t wait to Monday. I’ll do some photos after gym. Tomorrow is last day of grinding and one free day but I am not even tiered of poker.

doing the same type of thing, playing hu 50nl atm, so i'll sub you. also got those vids, havent watched em yet but plan to soon

@StabbyMcKillYou
GL dude!

I am playing some live poker at my home. Was playing online. Tomorrow I am gonna make probably last post at Sunday. I am going to post only on days when I play.

4 hours to lose all my earning with those hands:
http://weaktight.com/6204341
http://weaktight.com/6204328
http://weaktight.com/6204346