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Originally Posted by MinimalFunkd
Most of the profound experiences in my life have been on psychedelics. Looking forward to your thoughts.
Yeah so I had heard from others.
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Originally Posted by m0mmy
Doooooope. How'd it go bro?
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It was alright. So a friend of mine came thru and had a few tabs on him. It was more of a split second decision rather than a planned adventure but I decided to take them around 11pm. I enjoyed being outside during the trip because of how sharply I perceived my environment and how engaging with people felt more intimate. I got to watch some really dope multi-colored lights shimmering on a river that were coming from the balconies of townhouses and talk to my friends about love and relationships. A few other things happened, did a line and played a poor game of chess, went out on a pub crawl and talked into the late hours of the morning as well as took more acid maybe halfway thru. Around 6am when my last friend left and I went to fall asleep is when the tripping really kicked in. The hairs on my arm started to grow and the hairless section of my arm had long hairs curling out of it. The shadow formed from the crook of my elbow expanded as I relaxed my vision and I could see a narrow band of bright gold shoot across my vision as sharply curved lettering burned into it in black with a greenish hue. After it had drawn out, the darkness splintered into pieces and was replaced with kaleidoscopic polygons like a rounded tessellation that twirled about. Around then I refocused my eyes because I didn't want to wig out too much and I noticed a teddy bear next to me that I carry as a memento from a girl at uni. I consciously ignored it at first because I didn't want to animate it in my mind but eventually I worked up the courage to acknowledge him. He was fine although his eyes looked disappointed in me for some reason. I keenly remember being aware of how single I am. I really do miss having a partner, then and now, and I tried to rewrite my okcupid bio
, would not recommend that. At the time I was re-prioritizing work and relationships to switch my emphasis towards finding a partner. Wondering about whether I should travel around the world looking to meet as many people as I can and try to find someone to spend my life with. After I sobered up fully (which took till the next evening) I realized that those ideas were mostly caused by the LSD and my sober self isn't actually that lonely. I do go on a lot of dates, there just isn't the substance that I would hope for with any of them, yet at least. I was worried that tripping would make me become aware of some underlying moral conflict involved with playing poker or landlording but thankfully nothing like that was triggered. Instead, if anything, it made me want to work less and find a partner. Don't worry though, since my trip I have redoubled my efforts to put in good volume and played a full Sunday yesterday. I'm glad I did it but it's not something I would repeat anytime soon and I don't think it had the degree of impact on me that it would have if I had taken it a few years ago. I've emphasized ongoing self-reflection/evaluation and truthful introspection as core aspects of my being since '13 or so and as a result I don't think there were truths to uncover during my trip. With that said, maybe a few more trips would unearth some things, but I don't intend on trying that anytime soon. I'm happy with my life. Life is good.