Hello Sharks
I’ve been trough very rough times, first of all i think i had my expectations to high and i was expecting to be much better and on much higher stakes by now, this was a problem cause only by me and my head, and was something that did not helped me at all, but i made peace with my mind and that issue is fixed
Second, since i have a full time job and all this commitement to poker, as made me go close to my limits, i was sleeping very few, working hard in every areas, and this drive close to burn out, at least i think i was close, because was hard to to think about poker in a positive way, was hard to sit in the front of the pc hours and hours, pretty much since the beggining of CFP that i wake up thinking on poker and go to bed thinking on poker, most of the times i even dream with poker
And third and the last one, was that bad run i had, that no matter what hands i gii with i always lose, and this went on and on for weeks, this agravates the number one and number two a lot, to be honest i thought in quiting, but thanks to my Coach and all the team in CFP and BPC that supported me all the time and was by my side when the times were very dark, tx to them i managed to hold on and now that the dark times as gone we start to see some results.
I still love this game and i will make it till the end of CFP no matter what
This is one of my latest graphs:
I want so give a special tx to my Coach that as been tireless in help me improving my game, and tx to him i’m one step away from NL25 and the most important thing is that i think i improved so much, and now i realize how much a fish (whale) i was, now i think i’m still a fish but not a whale anymore
. Thank you so much Coach
So a note to everyone of you, never give up
See ya all soon