Hi Im back after a break and want to continue my blog.
Here is a graph from the last 4 days:
I had 10 bucks left in my stars account and thought it cant be true, I cant even beat 2 and 5nl after many years of trying. I feels so bad man. The one dream you have in life besides love just doesnt want to fulfill itself and you lose all hope and confidence etc.
But now after 10 was left I thought to myself that I KNOW that Im good enough for at least the lowest levels atm and started by two tabling 2nl regular tables, then moved up to 5nl and eventualy some 10nl.
Now my roll is at 170$ and I already start to play worse again I have no ****** clue why I cant keep playing seriously and not gamble. I know I would love it at the higher limits where I think it'll be ok to call 3bets with suited As or connectors cause poeple actually 3bet more but right now I MUST be strict and fold those, keep going for value bets and fold to poeples bets.