Still haven't been able to put much volume in. Combination of real life issues, not being in the mood, playing live or tournamnets, wasting time one tabling spin n go's when im bored etc...
Read like the last 3 of Acbraone's blogs yesterday and not only were they highly entertaining but also very inspiring, kids got quite the work ethic. But more importantly what im taking away from it is how he strives for a good life/health/poker balance, something that i have historically struggled with, mainly when i used to play professionally. I was either playing 18 hours a day everyday, or not playing at all. It also has me dying to get back into the gym. I hurt my wrist riding electric scooters a couple of months ago after taking a bad fall and it just hasn't healed. And while i hope it gets better while i try not to use it all for a couple of months, there is no excuse to not at least go into the gym and do 20 minutes of cardio or a leg day here and there.
I also read a part of his blog where he talks about people complaining about beats to friends or message boards only for sympathy. I randomly text my buddy when i take a bunch of beats and always right it off as like "man these suckouts are funny huh" but in reality there is at least part of me that is looking for sympathy. Or for example coming in here and writing out some beats on my blog. It doesn't do any good and negative thoughts begets more negative thoughts. So from now on i am going to do my best to not do those things and just accept it.
Here's my graph since i started this "challenge."
Volume is lol low, but again i don't have much time to play these days and really don't want to force it. But will probably have a couple of 3-4k hand weeks soon.
Finally got even for a few hands. It's funny it was right when my wife asked how's it going? I said pretty good actually and then just went straight down from there. Anyways it's her 30th birthday tomorrow and we're looking to book a hotel somewhere not too close but not too far just to get away. We were thinking Vero Beach and had a really nice hotel booked but it's like an 85% chance of rain so cancelled last minute, so we might audible and go to Naples or somewhere on the west coast.
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