I would agree under normal circumstances but some things to consider.
1. I cannot re deposit any income into poker.
2. My normal life expenses and wage is much higher than the stakes im playing. (1,000 in real life is a lot of money to me) Even though I gamble and can those that everytime I play.
3. The stress and emotions of winning and losing 1k plus affect my life (girlfriend and day to day life) heavily

Roll is back to 25k. I am now struggling with the lack of motivation to play. Won 3k last night in 4 hours. Didn’t feel a thing, didn’t feel happy or content. I just keep playing and playing, I clearly enjoy playing poker. And have been through so much in my journey to even have a poker bankroll larger than 1k. For 5 years it was deposit 200 get it to 500 and tilt and blast. Rinse repeat.

I just installed TapaTalk so updating this thread should be a lot easier now. Withdrew 90% of my roll. Now have about 3.5k in play, and would like to find the motivation to play .50/1 for awhile and find my love for the game again. Thanks for anyone who is still reading. Sorry I let you down with consistency but hey, this is the journey

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Playing a session at 3/6 right now +2,600!!!. Lost 2 1200 dollars pots earlier today with 75% on turn both times. Losing those pots and still up a lot right now is great for motivation and boosting my confidence in game to battle the better players at higher stakes


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Just won another 1800 wtf I’m running so hot!!!

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In total won 4300 today. By far the most I have ever won. Bankroll now sitting at 29k about. Damn.

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Please close this thread. I have started a new fresh thread.


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You need to use the Report Post feature (red triangle to the left of every post) for this kind of thing. Surprisingly, mods aren't reading every thread in this forum. The only reason I saw this is because someone else reported some spam that was posted since (now deleted).