Precursor- Hi all I have had several threads in this forum but have been unable to maintain the commitment. My communication about situation has not been great. Also with Tapatalk it is 100% easier to post and reply so that will make this easier.
History- I have been in poker for 10 years off and on. Started with NLHE cash and mtts, stopped playing to focus on girls and league of legends lol! When I came back to poker 5 years ago NLHE was solver based and way way more huds. Overall I didn’t want to put the effort in to be a winning player.
Switched games to plo 4 years ago, didn’t know where to begin. Watched all the free content, even got an hour coaching session from an online pro. Kyyberi I believe his name is, but bankroll and management has always been my biggest downfall. I study I watch I think I implement, as soon as my money reached 500$ I would implode jump stakes to .25/.50 on ACR and get killed. I played with a hud and took notes. But couldn’t break through.
Rinse repeat global, ignition, acr. I have played on them all. Get to 500$ and explode. Am I not good enough? Do I play bad and not care about money? Am I not mature enough to play larger stakes?
Basically I kept ramming my head into this invisible wall of bankroll and could never break through. That is when my Poker journey has changed and exploded into a space I am thankful for every single day. My discovery of PPPOKER, the treacherous world of shady people. Scammers and the like, but if you fight through those things. The softest games on the Internet by far.
I played plo in a private club and took my 200$ roll to 30k, play .25/.50-5/10 over a years time. Things happen, no longer with that club. Luckily through peer fate find another one and another one. And here we stand. My roll is at 29k, my goal is to update this thread with emotions and thoughts. No specific hand histories or pictures.
My poker goals, why do I play. I have a full time good job I love. And I have had more money in 2 years from poker that previously in my mind would take me a lifetime. My goals are to enjoy the time playing the game. And to not implode. To maintain a reasonable structure of bankroll management. And emotional management. My “poker money” does not conflict or get used for my daily expenses in any sense. And I work over 40 hrs a week. But no casino within a reasonable distance to drive and play.
I know this was long winded, I’m sorry for the structuring of this. But I wanted to give a small back story and understanding of where I am coming from. Thank you for the read. This is more for me, than any readers. But I will check more than once a day. And update at least once per day. Thank you!
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