Whats uppppppp
SCOOP bets I ended up 2.5k total
there was lots of HU bets, some other team bets, Girafganger, FU15 etc that was a relief!
2 days before Vegas i decided to sack it off and come to Russia for the world cup. Vegas had so many exciting tournaments, 10k 6m, 5k 6m, main event, 50k, 1m one drop, 25ks and 10ks every day in Aria etc, but I just really love football and this is once in a lifetime opportunity.
Been here for a while now, Moscow easily top 3 favourite cities i've ever been to, very very very likely its number 1 and somewhere I would love to live. The propaganda against Russian people and lots of small things in the press has made me reconsider anything i've ever read in the press before! Literally amazing city, if you can still come out for the semi final and the final do it!
I haven't missed the poker side at all, really weird, I've started to question my whole poker future, what do I want from it? What do I want to invest in it?
I spend sooooo much time studying poker and dedicating myself to it, but the difference in ev from me studying a lot to studying a tiny bit won't actually be that high in reality because of volume of games I play. I don't like the SHR scene anymore, since those 3 400k banks last year i think I played 5 high roller tournaments, around breakeven or w/e, I just don't really see the appeal in them as much anymore. I find them very cliquey, god knows if anything dodgy is going on and the edges of course aren't going to be huge. If I play a $25k like a 7.5k for bankroll management and have a 20% roi (thats fkn huge!) i make $1500 which is of course good, but there travelling, being away from things, health etc and if i want to make $1500 I can just stay online and do it instead, I don't see the appeal at all really. Sure you can go to a nice place and visit, but you can do that anyway lol and actually see the place.
I'm 100% skipping Barcelona, have no drive at all to go and play that series, I know there is some cool events and stuff there, 5k main, 10k hr, I just don't have strong urge/desire to go. Weird!
Just want to stay home, be with family, be healthy, play lots of football and start transitioning into some other kind of business. I'm really driven by success, not financial success, but just being successful, achieving things, I'm not sure what would be really motivating to achieve anymore in poker. I got to n1 in pocket fives, won scoops/wcoops etc, I thought that going live and doing that would be the "success path" that would keep motivating me, but thats completely out of the window now. I don't really see cash games/ spins or other games as being something that will drive me. I don't know really, kind of a weird situation.
Anybody been similar/similar now?